i start liking syaz johar after reading three of his books
watak utama tiga2 novel ni adalah perempuan. nak lagi spesifik, wanita-wanita terdesak, teraniaya.
mereka terhimpit dengan keadaan sekeliling yang kadang-kadang kejam tak ingat, jadi mereka lost. impression pertama pada mereka, semestinya mereka bukan stok-stok watak baik macam dalam novel klise yang ada tajuk ;"meh duduk kat riba aku" atau "cik skema dan cik gangster".
no no no..
they have problem, they have no way out and they take the left path. short cut.
their lifestyle is not what you wish to read or imagine.
i reallllllllllllllllly dont like that 'lifestyle'. it seem the writer have a negative thought about women. at first i think maybe i should stop reading his book because it is irritating and effect my emotion. maka keluarlah fakta-fakta 'ustazah' dalam fikiran ku ini yang menyuruh mereka sepatutnya buat itu dan buat ini. Aku jadi sangat judgemental pada watak-watak ini. As if kalau aku di tempat mereka aku akan buat keputusan yang lebih baik dan selamat dari natijah buruk.
tak. manusia suka jadi tuhan, judge itu ini. hukum itu ini. as if dorang saja yang betul.
syaz johar membawa kita menyelami watak2 yang desperate ni, macam mana dorang buat keputusan yang desperate & terima kesan yang agak desperate juga.
tak, bukan maksudnya penulis ni desperate. dia intelligent. haha. dia nak kita sedar, yang masalah sosial meningkat kat luar tu bukan sebab mereka itu yang jahat, tapi kita yang 'baik' ni tak nak tolong mereka. hanya tahu judge, bukan nasihat.
individu muslim itu lebih senang dibentuk jika masyarakat muslim itu dah stabil.
i just realised it today.
dan akhir sekali, orang yang hebat tu adalah orang yang boleh tengok sesuatu yang mungkin buruk pada pandangan orang lain , tapi pada pandangan mata dia semua tu cantik dan indah. nak lagi up, dia boleh ubah benda buruk tu jadi benda cantik. pergh..memang ohsem.
hehe.
makanya aku bagi 4 bintang pada syaz johar. haha. nak amik sendiri kat langit ye pak cik.
Tuesday, 22 July 2014
有沒有發現另外二分之一的溫柔
So...where should i start?
i want to spill my craziness about something.
Here! Presenting.... "Fall in love with me".
*ni you meiyou ai guo wo ni you meiyou ai guo wo..ohh baby
yes, that song haunted me over and over.
Half- Gna & aaron yan
Hero yang arrogant is so out of date. Hero flower boy toksah nak gelak evil, sama juga!
Tapi hero yang mix of them..hemm
One half of the hero is arrogant, ego, frown looking, serious and over confident guy.
Name = Lu tian xing *if not mistaken
Name = Xiao Lu
The other half is soft hearted, caring, nice, helpful...and ofkos the heroine fall in love with him.
but this half of him is a lie.
So his true side want to win the women heart by both personality. Are you kidding me? No innocent women would do so.
i only watch few episode on youtube and read a few review on the website. it is still airing at TVN if not mistaken, so i can just i'm waiting for the dvd to release.
yeah, tak ada sentimen, babak best atau pengajaran nak dikongsikan. tapi aku suka watak hero punya expression. it just unpredictable.hehe.
okey.fullstop.
i want to spill my craziness about something.
Here! Presenting.... "Fall in love with me".
*ni you meiyou ai guo wo ni you meiyou ai guo wo..ohh baby
yes, that song haunted me over and over.
Hero yang arrogant is so out of date. Hero flower boy toksah nak gelak evil, sama juga!
Tapi hero yang mix of them..hemm
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*dia tak mencarut tp penonton harap dia mencarut pd heroin |
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the futuristic, idealistic, charismatic CEO of advertising co. |
Name = Lu tian xing *if not mistaken
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comel |
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caring |
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high fright |
The other half is soft hearted, caring, nice, helpful...and ofkos the heroine fall in love with him.
but this half of him is a lie.
So his true side want to win the women heart by both personality. Are you kidding me? No innocent women would do so.
i only watch few episode on youtube and read a few review on the website. it is still airing at TVN if not mistaken, so i can just i'm waiting for the dvd to release.
yeah, tak ada sentimen, babak best atau pengajaran nak dikongsikan. tapi aku suka watak hero punya expression. it just unpredictable.hehe.
okey.fullstop.
Tuesday, 8 July 2014
Rahsia hati
"Macam mana...kalau kita minat seorang lelaki ni dari jauh, tapi kita tak berani nak luahkan?"-Suraya
"Then...coward?"-Fitriana
"Walaupun perempuan memang tak patut mulakan dulu?"
"You know who starts first does not important, right? That is just your lame excuse",
Muka Aya merah padam.Fit ni sangat berterus terang.
"Uh, aku tak tahu. Aku minat dia... sebab dia nampak baik, cool dan aku rasa sesuai dengan diri aku"
"Ouh..." ucap Fit sambil mengangguk faham.
"Dari zaman sekolah aku dah biasa ada crush, abang senior yang join KRS, pengawas dari kelas sains...hanya suka dari jauh. Tak berani nak approach pun sebab aku rasa couple tu bukan style aku"
"Cehh, cakap jelah kau takut diorang rejek"
"Tak, betul. Memang la takut kena rejek, tapi... entahlah aku dikelilingi kawan-kawan yang supportive sampai aku rasa tak perlukan boyfriend. kitaorang gembira pasangkan diri kitaorang dengan sesapa aje tanpa ada halangan."
"Then what is the problem with your new crush? That Adi..what?"
"Adi Mohsin"
"Yeah, Adi. Budak AD (art design) kan?"
"Yup"
Fitriana mencebik. Jadi kertas dinding AdiArt kat komputer dia tu mamat tu yang lukis la ye. Hemm, ni mesti stalk kat Facebook.
"Budak Mpp jugak kan?"
"Iya"
"So apa fungsi aku disini? Kau nak aku cakapkan kat dia?"
"Tak.. kau ni tak faham lah. Aku nak tanya pendapat kau. Sebab dalam usia sekarang ni, bukan main suka-suka lagi. Kalau kita suka seseorang, kita kena proceed dengan perkahwinan supaya cinta tu jadi halal"
"Hah, pandai pun kau. Maka, perlulah dikau cik Suraya bertanyakan tentang dia pada rakan-rakan perempuan dia, atau sesiapalah kawan dia yang kau kenal. Kau risik dulu dia...."
"Aku dengar cerita dia dah berpunya. Orang hebat macam tu haruslah laku dulu kan"
"Itu kau dengar, belum dapat cop pengesahan lagi"
"So kalau dia belum berpunya, aku nak buat apa? Masuk meminang?"
"Lailahaillallah budak ni. Kau kena guna orang tengah dalam perkara ni. Macam ustaz persatuan korang tu ke.Atau senior yang dah tua or dah kahwin yang boleh dipercayai"
"Aku segan"
"Kau segan kau melepas. Girl, istiharah dulu. Minta petunjuk dan keyakinan diri dari Allah. Kalau memang dia Mr Adam kau, insyaallah segalanya akan dipermudahkan."
"Kalau bukan?"
"Then you can find Marc Adam and write sad and helpless song about it"
Huh, Fit ni dia punya sarcasm memang tak boleh blah.
The Wonderwall
Wonderwall-Oasis
Haha. Tiru sikit ayat Hlovate dalam Rooftop Rant (kalau tak silap);
' ..the wonderwall that you build around you not only keep you from getting hurt, but also from be happy..'
Kita perlukan baju besi Iron Man yang disaluti jubah halimunan untuk melindungi diri kita dari segala marabahaya. Marabahaya dalaman maksudnya.
I am a quite person. I don't talk much because that makes me look stupid.
I am a dependent person. I don't want to be a burden to anybody else.
I have many untold secret. Even to my best friend. Secret should be lock deep in your heart and mind, right? That's why i seldom write on facebook because i am transparent when i write something.
The good thing of having thick and high wonderwall, nobody recognize you and you can just doing your stuff freely.
The bad thing about it is , you just suffered the pain alone.
Tak sempat nak bukak pintu kecemasan kalau ada kebarakan berlaku.
Tak sempat larikan diri kalau ada gempa bumi.
Tak tahu ribut Katrina nak datang serang sebab dinding tu sangat kalis bunyi, peluru and segala macam benda.
Kalau zaman high school, aku akan kata ;
Aku tak pandai ,cik S pandai.
Aku tak ramah, cik F ramah.
Aku cuma positif, tapi aku ni manusia biasa juga.
Dan akan menambah ketebalan wonderwall tu.
Tapi 'aku' yang sekarang tak mahu macam tu.
'Aku' yang sekarang mahu share dengan orang kebaikan dan kegembiraan dengan orang lain.
'Aku' yang sekarang mahu terbang dan sebarkan kebaikan kepada orang.
'Aku' yang sekarang bukan pentingkan diri sendiri, sorokkan diri.
Walaupun benda-benda yang tak nak dibuat tu kadang-kadang terbuat juga, aku cuba.
Hey, ini aku kan. One in a million.
At least aku tahu aku berharga.
Dan kepada orang yang menghargai aku juga.
Terima kasih.
Haha. Tiru sikit ayat Hlovate dalam Rooftop Rant (kalau tak silap);
' ..the wonderwall that you build around you not only keep you from getting hurt, but also from be happy..'
Kita perlukan baju besi Iron Man yang disaluti jubah halimunan untuk melindungi diri kita dari segala marabahaya. Marabahaya dalaman maksudnya.
I am a quite person. I don't talk much because that makes me look stupid.
I am a dependent person. I don't want to be a burden to anybody else.
I have many untold secret. Even to my best friend. Secret should be lock deep in your heart and mind, right? That's why i seldom write on facebook because i am transparent when i write something.
The good thing of having thick and high wonderwall, nobody recognize you and you can just doing your stuff freely.
The bad thing about it is , you just suffered the pain alone.
Tak sempat nak bukak pintu kecemasan kalau ada kebarakan berlaku.
Tak sempat larikan diri kalau ada gempa bumi.
Tak tahu ribut Katrina nak datang serang sebab dinding tu sangat kalis bunyi, peluru and segala macam benda.
Kalau zaman high school, aku akan kata ;
Aku tak pandai ,cik S pandai.
Aku tak ramah, cik F ramah.
Aku cuma positif, tapi aku ni manusia biasa juga.
Dan akan menambah ketebalan wonderwall tu.
Tapi 'aku' yang sekarang tak mahu macam tu.
'Aku' yang sekarang mahu share dengan orang kebaikan dan kegembiraan dengan orang lain.
'Aku' yang sekarang mahu terbang dan sebarkan kebaikan kepada orang.
'Aku' yang sekarang bukan pentingkan diri sendiri, sorokkan diri.
Walaupun benda-benda yang tak nak dibuat tu kadang-kadang terbuat juga, aku cuba.
Hey, ini aku kan. One in a million.
At least aku tahu aku berharga.
Dan kepada orang yang menghargai aku juga.
Terima kasih.
The Ramadhan
Every Ramadhan, insyaallah i aim to be a more good person.
Good person that always recite annd tadabbur Al-Quran.
Good person who can resist nafs.
Good person who is patient.
Alhamdulillah this Ramadhan, I'm still trying to be good. Yes, dont be a hypocrite to be good only in Ramadhan. But hey, that could be a good start, isn't it?
Year by year, alhamdulillah i see a changes in our society about Ramadhan. When I was a little girl (and high school too), i just thought Ramadhan is about the patience and hardship towards the d-day. But like a quote said, the journey is more beautiful than the destination. I start to see Ramadhan as beautiful and meaningful journey. That's the month where you almost never stop doing ibadah. Fasting in the day, reciting Al-Quran a juz, break-the-fast, tarawih, qiyam and sahur.
Yes, maybe this is a boring entry for some of you. This is something that many of the facebooker share everyday. And MatLuthfi also give his opinion about typical Ramadhan among Malay in his new video. So lets improve our Ramadhan everyday. Maybe you could not do all the things, but dont leave all of them. Maybe other people say you are hypocrite, but only you feel the delicious-ness of the ibadah.
Yeah, i once thought to named after my child Ramadhan, so i can cooly call him Dhan.
(*motive??)
Hahah. Happy Ramadhan.
Good person that always recite annd tadabbur Al-Quran.
Good person who can resist nafs.
Good person who is patient.
Alhamdulillah this Ramadhan, I'm still trying to be good. Yes, dont be a hypocrite to be good only in Ramadhan. But hey, that could be a good start, isn't it?
Year by year, alhamdulillah i see a changes in our society about Ramadhan. When I was a little girl (and high school too), i just thought Ramadhan is about the patience and hardship towards the d-day. But like a quote said, the journey is more beautiful than the destination. I start to see Ramadhan as beautiful and meaningful journey. That's the month where you almost never stop doing ibadah. Fasting in the day, reciting Al-Quran a juz, break-the-fast, tarawih, qiyam and sahur.
Yes, maybe this is a boring entry for some of you. This is something that many of the facebooker share everyday. And MatLuthfi also give his opinion about typical Ramadhan among Malay in his new video. So lets improve our Ramadhan everyday. Maybe you could not do all the things, but dont leave all of them. Maybe other people say you are hypocrite, but only you feel the delicious-ness of the ibadah.
Yeah, i once thought to named after my child Ramadhan, so i can cooly call him Dhan.
(*motive??)
Hahah. Happy Ramadhan.
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