catch me if you can

Assalamualaikum.
Ya saya bercakap tentang sesuatu yang ada Leonardo Dicaprio di dalamnya.

Cerita benar tntg seorang penipu bernama Frank Abagnale yg baru berusia 16 tahun menyamar sebagai orang dewasa yang bekerjaya. Cikgu, juruterbang, doktor... mungkin banyak lagi kerjaya yang dia reka semata-mata nak melarikan diri dari realiti pahit hidup keluarganya.

Well apart from he being so handsome, cool and confidence i am admiring his survival skills. You know you will always get trouble but you know you can  always escape and run away, right? What it takes to survive in this world is a confidence and be realistic. Don't live in a dream world where every Cinderella need to be saved by the prince who obsessed about one pair of glass shoes.

Okay, what's my motive of writing this post? Am I encouracing people to do fraud just to survive?

Well I am admiring his character for being and doing what he want. You want to be a pilot but don't dare to risk passengers life with your zero skills? Then buy a uniform, pretend to interview pilot people to get information, pretend to be the second pilot and wallah...fly to the sky. Grab every chance that you get. He is a kind of people that challenge the normal world we been living. You can get whatever you want in your own way. Quoting Violet from series of Unfortunate Event; "There always something in everything you have".

Jadi mungkin golongan muda marhaen seperti aku yang baru nak memulakan hidup dari bawah, melihat pada kejayaan hidup ramai orang dengan kerjaya hebat masing-masing, aku memang cemburu. Tapi manusia sentiasa cemburu pada kejayaan orang lain, tapi tak pernah sama-sama rasai kesakitan orang lain. Aku sentiasa mengeluh dengan hidup yang tak nampak bayang masa depan yang nyata. Melihat kepada orang-orang hebat yang ada di dunia ni, rahsia kejayaan mereka adalah dengan jadi diri sendiri dan percaya "There always something in everything you have". Walaupun akhirnya kau tak end up jadi billionaire kalahkan Bill Gates tapi mungkin Tuhan bagi kau kesihatan yang terbaik, orang sekeliling yang terbaik dan macam-macam lagi.

I will running towards my dreams
Because I believe in Allah
and make Him as my last destination

I will stumble, fall, tear apart and exhausted
but i will run, even with injured leg
and slow step

But I will not stop and stares
Just to let you catch me
oh..if only you can catch me *smirk

Abang Beduk kick my heart

Assalamualaikum
so this raya i think i can be the creative director of astro, as i had watch almost all the variety show and films on the tv
#thecurseofreplication

So suddenly a telefilm 'Abang Beduk' just caught my eyes.

My mummy want me to be AF star and my papa want be to be like How Tough R U star but i really want to be 'Abang Beduk'

The story is about emm this one guy... Amir if i'm not mistaken who is a special child (well grown up special child). He seem to be have no future since he is not excel in academic and even don't have the ability to think straight like guy in his age. He is childish, obedient son and be like bff to his little sister.

So we will think how this one guy will survive in this tough world?
It begins with one girl that she admire. Forgot her name, lets call her Miss Sweety because she looks so sweet. Miss Sweety is just a barista at a cafe, but she seems to be the typical Perempuan Muslimah Terakhir which are soft spoken, caring and really obedient with her parents. She said to him to have ambition in life no matter how small it is. Well his ambition is to marry her. Hahaha. But he really think hard about her word.

Then he suddenly attracted to Pencetus Ummah reality program, especially with the role of 'Abang Beduk'. So he secretly inspire to be like 'Abang Beduk'. Then his mother, like typical mother, had decided his future to become singer through Akademi Fantasia. You know with good looks, an unique character and little talent in singing could probably provide a bright future for her son. And Amir's father also has decided something for him, he want him to become a body builder star. Yes, I love the idea of his parent still thinking about their children future eventhough he is a special edition child.

But Amir cannot accept both ideas, he still wants to be Abang Beduk. So he tell Miss Sweety about it and she help him to learn basic knowledge in Islam such as rukun Iman and rukun Islam. He is eagerly want to learn Islam so he found an old man at the surau to teach him solat and reading Quran. This is the thing that should be highlight because sometimes people get the wrong idea of woman inspire man to become good Muslim. She can only tell him the basic thing but it's up to him to learn the detail process to fulfill the rukun Islam and rukun Iman.

And the sad part is this Miss Sweety is slightly driving him to get the wrong idea about their relationship. Well who in the world would expect those time they spend together learning about Islam, the never ending support and motivation does'nt mean anything to the woman. She just want to help him and no hard feeling. Damn. That guy even had asked his parent to propose the girl (at the same day other guy's family chosen by her parent propose her). How heart broken urghhh!!

So he learn about sincerity to learn Islam. Amir parents force him to join Pencetus Ummah as they feel that could heal his broken heart and also as he is prepared to become Ustaz. But Amir decline. He want to be Abang Beduk, not the participant of PU. They had argument and at last his parent give up. Amir can be who he want to be. Teardrop~

The typical perception of Muslim in Malaysia is one should become Ustaz or Ustazah type to spread Islam. But a special guy like Amir is satisfy to be just a small part in a good Muslim program because he know his ability. We can be anybody to spread or help people to spread Islam. Eventhough a merely cameraman.

Guess what Amir's prize at the end?
Of course his Miss Sweety. For some reason she did not end up with her fiance that been chosen by her parent. Yeay! I mean oh well Allah know the best for His creation. Oh em gee..i swear they are really sweet together. See, you can have a really sweet couple with sweet ending without showing unappropriate touching scene. And don't forgot his sweety little sister that is super cute and brilliant. Hehe.

So, I am writing this entry to get some inspiration. Tomorrow gonna be my big day, the first day i will work. Whatever you are doing in this life, even just a small part but if the niat and the way is Lillahi Taala, in syaa Allah He will help. And don't worry if life seem unfair or giving you unfortunate choice. Just get know of yourself, do what you can do and never give up to spread Islam in every steps you take.

Fighting dear homo sapien!

What you want to do?

I watch a movie at channel Diva with title babysitting or something like that *forgot meh

One of the character say something about his college life.

"Most of students in the college is so pathetic, they play a lot without thinking about their future. But not me. I always know that i will inherent my father's business. I focus to that target"-said 2nd hero character.

"Well i think my college life is one of the best period of my life. I learn many things and met awesome people like my bestfriend"-said heroine character

"Yeah, although i seem carefree but college life had show me the path of life that i will take. I study engineer but i found that fixing unstable table in our homeroom are much interesting. So i decide to start making furniture"-said the hero 1 *not exactly but something like that.

There you go people. Some time people know what they want and they get it. Otherwise they dont get it and think about other thing that actually fated for them. 

And some people just dont know what they want. They just clueless about their life. But a writer write to me that;

'Life will decide for you as time goes by. So just take every chance that you get'

Maybe you really clueless,you just dont know. It because you dont even take a step to seek for the answer, you are not looking outside your comfort shell or inside yourself. So first just take a first step by asking. Asking God for guideness,asking people who have experience in life.someone that you look up to. 

As an introvert, i know how hard it is to actually talking to people. I always thought that i want to become someone that only had to work from home, infront of the computer like some kind of writer,editor or maybe hacker or computer geek. But i think the wisest people is a traveller. They go to places and meet people. We need to get experience so we learn life and stay strong when hardship come. It maybe bitter but it will heal you in the future.

So,hey you *talking to myself

just take a step forward. Pray to Allah swt for His guideness.Insyaallah all is well.

tengok atas

Salam.
Hi there.
Well..how do i start?

Do you have someone or something that you always look up to when you have problem, you want to make decision or you just need an inspiration to move on? Well i have a lot. i mean if someone like Matluthfi make a video about how suck korean drama is maybe i will stop watching them immediately. *pftt adakah lelaki itu ada kuasa veto melebihi ayahanda dan bondaku

Well, i can say that, yes we must look up to our parents but naturally teenagers will tend to hear opinion from their friends or someone they admire. and for me that person should be my favourite writer,NS.

i grow up to be the cliche teenagers that read novels just because i love to dream. and novels in the 90's and early 2000 seems to be full of romantic scene of love couples, the mushy scene of gaduh gaduh manja skandal orang ketiga...which is i think really have no relation with my current or future life. i mean in my life i never met a classmate who has Tengku in his name, nor some guy that damn bastard rich and arrogant but actually sweet and romantic. No. Never in my dream also. so i start to write story that i want to read. story that i can relate with me or people around me. but yeah i am even not very good at it.

and one day i read a novel series in Remaja mags (that have Adam as it's cover, i go crazy with him in back days) . It's call soal hati.I only read 2 page and really like the character Zulaikha & Sufian (they just so cool and the writing style is so simple but interesting). i fall in love with that story after buying the novel and start to trust NS's work.

i grow up with her novel, from secondary school until now i had finish my degree studies. her novels are something that i can freely look up to when i have problem, when i stress and need distraction. i know maybe some of my friends could not understand that. and maybe some of them would say
"why don't you read book from a more decent writer like H,FS, HA or bla bla..to find inspiration. They are more islamic and good too"

well, feel free to read their book. everyone has their style. but if you asking me why i look up for NS is because i can relate myself with all of her work. she is one girl that have travel to many part of the world in various centuries through reading. and her work is like the summary of what she know and what she actually do or see in real life. in simple word, she's realistic.

the most interesting part of her is instead of creating a fb account for fan, she receive all her fan as friend. she be like something that everyone can look up to, close to us. maybe that the type of person i prefer to look up to instead of someone just bluffing in their book try to teach this and that without actually touch the reader in the real life.

to be truth, i try to read various of style and genre, i try to not be too judgemental or defending in one side. i read SJ's & NK's book just to know the uglinest of human nature, H's book to gain confidence to become good muslim, HJ's book to see the perspective of knowledgable teacher, PMJ's book to become an effective muslim, RB's book to experience a logical fantasy story and many more. i can tell you none of these writer are absolutely right in all their opinion but at least that would make me think and rationalize each of them.

well you know what they say
al-quran is always the right book as guidance. so regardless human creation, you should always look up to Allah first.