the racist, the sexist and the kpopers

assalamualaikum

i came across few videos today that make me want to blog about it.

feminist.racism.sexist.kpop-ers.

haha.

i think hollywood actress are superb cool and chill when dealing with sexist issue. i love anne hathway, scarlet johanson, emma stone, keira knightley and even rihanna blew off the reporters who ask them a sexist question.

and this extra video. i just love how the sweet home alabama actress's reese witherspoon sweetly dissing you-know-who-kimk.

i mean yes, the sexist term sometimes come from the woman themselves (other from the stupidity of man). but feminist is not the answer to this problem. either way you will turn into taylor swift. in good and bad way.

okey cukup dengan bahasa inggeris, aku teda mood ingin bicara bahasa orang putih itu bah. kenapa aku kedengaran sabahan pula ini? 

seterusnya aku mahu bicara isu kpopers. yes, there is a girl who posted a video on ml studios titled 'why people hate kpop?'. i dont watch it because duhh everyone know why people hate kpop. it is obvious. but here i will give my opinion on why people hate kpop.

1.because they are racism over asian.

true. just when girl generation, exo, t-ara lead in their  thing' like billboard & ytma award, the Directioners, Biebers, Lady gaga's fan are in hot boiling because their idol don't win. they call the koreans with person who speak ching chong (i dont know what language is that.even chinese dont said ching chong) does not deserve in their entertainment world. 

and i am just sad that so called artist like katy perry and even donatella versace been racism with kpop idols. 

pftt.just go die anyway. i dont know to be a true artist you have to be white and speak english.

2. because they are jealous.

in many case, we just hate something because we are jealous with what they have. usually when we dont have what they have. young, cute, sexy with abs and boobs and trillions of fans worldwide. maybe everyone are getting sick of those pathetic white and dark sexy woman in hollywood and they just want those innocent (but still sexy) idols singing catchy song and dance cheerfully. 

see. i dont even agree with kpop at one point but still it is not necessary for us to discriminate other just because they are different from us. stop your jealousy. if you hate it then ignore it. 

3. because they represent the sex symbol

so you are pratically point on the woman idol? seriously i also dislike their appearance, those short miniskirt and the dead sexy dance. i hate it that i stop see music video of woman idols who did that. but if they are coming to variety show and showing their true innocent self, i am welcoming them with my bare hands. 

so yes, stop supporting those video or songs that you think would be a sex symbols. it is not being feminist but being humanist. just love them because of their talent, not their boobs or whatsoever you see in them. and if you want to be judgemental, then judge those hollywood stars also who literally got their inspiration by a dirty move (read: ariana grande on ellen show). 

so i am neither love or hate kpop. i am not a feminist nor a sexist and i decline racism. dont hate something because of their label; kpop, woman, black or whatsoever. but love them because you found something nice and good in them. 

and if you cannot stand your hate, just stop being on social media. stop listening or watching them so other people wont ask your stupid opinion about them. 

if that is hard too, just die.

sod.ba.ro

assalamualaikum

sigh
long sigh

selepas apa yang berlaku hari ni, sebenarnya Allah s.w.t dah cukup baik beri pesanan pada aku awal-awal pagi lagi.

pesanan yang diberi melalui ustazah nurhafizah dala ikim pagi ini. ia hanya mukadimah untuk tajuk perbincangannya namun aku tak sangka pula kata-kata itu yang melekat setepek pada muka aku.

bagaimana rasa tidak dihargai?
bagaimana rasanya bila segala usaha kita dipandang sia-sia?
bagaimana rasanya bila kita sungguh-sungguh nak jadi baik, nak jadi terbaik tapi orang masih tak nampak, orang masih hina?
bagaimana jika seseorang yang dekat dengan kita, terus menerus sakiti hati kita tanpa pernah tahu mujahadah hati yang kita lakukan untuk bersabar dengannya?
siapa saja yang tahu bertapa banyak air mata kita tumpah menangis setiap hari, hanya untuk memujuk dan melegakan (seketika) hati kita yang sakit?
bagaimana harus untuk terus bersabar jika sabar kita itu dipermainkan?

ustazah jawab...tak apa kalau tak ada orang nampak sabar kita, usaha kita dan apa saja kebaikan yang kita buat. Allah s.w.t tahu.
sebab satu hari, semua manusia takkan tahu apa yang kita lalui di alam kubur. saat itu kita duduk seorang-seorang, hatta orang yang paling sayangkan kita pun takkan berada bersama kita.

cuma Allah s.w.t saja yang tahu keadaan kita waktu itu.

sabar kita yang orang tak tahu dulu mungkin boleh jadi penyelamat kita untuk ringankan seksaan kita di alam kubur. usaha dan doa yang kita panjatkan yang orang tak tahu mungkin boleh jadi penyejuk dari seksa panas kubur dan api neraka.

jadi terus bersabar sebab Allah s.w.t tahu dan Allah s.w.t akan balas sabar kita tu dengan sesuatu yang kita tak jangkakan.

he said something about 'bersabar dengan ujian', which i found it interesting

ceritanya hari ni...i feel lost, feeling discriminate, feeling abandon.

bukan sebab aku baca buku komik bunuh-bunuh 'another'.

aku bukan  misaki mei yang masih cool walau disisih kawan-kawan. bukan juga macam hantu yang mengamuk bunuh seorang demi seorang pelajar kelas 3-3 dalam komik tu.

sifat semulajadi aku ialah aku akan buat kerja sehabis, sebaik dan sesempurna yang boleh. jadi, kalau ada malaun-malaun yang nak membantutkan kerja aku tu, aku akan jadi cepat naik darah dan tak bercakap dengan orang. my bad. 

tapi dikala aku membuat kerja aku itu, terdapat anasir-anasir yang mengganggu ku dengan ketidak puasan hati mereka dengan soalan 

"what are you doing?"

"are you still doing this?"

holy f***. 

ketahuilah, aku sangat pantang kalau orang mempersoalkan kerja aku. kritikan positif is another thing than this. this is like 'hoi kau duduk depan komputer lama-lama tu bukan boleh naik gaji tak payah nak buat kerja tak bermakna'.

they are using my silence and and calm reaction. the worst is i just feel they are being racist. because i am a girl, a muslim girl who is not pretty, cheerful or interesting. i am just plain. and somehow they hate it. 

i mean seriously. yes, i can be patient with you but i never know what myself can turn to be when i am losing control. 

so yes...sabar itu separuh dari iman.

p.s: i think this is how someone get the urge to kill somebody else. just saying.