the drama queen rant

i hate myself more than anyone else
i hate to let others down and rather push myself to the limit
i hate to talk to others and suffer alone
i hate to look stupid and annoy everyone
i am very pathetic

if only they read this
i'm acting cold not because i'm angry
but rather i soooo dissapoint with myself
i hate to be a useless person

i know i should rant to Him only
but at least writing this can let them read
the true feeling of myself'
the 'unknown' and 'undefined' miserable that i always had

forgive me, my dear friends.
indeed.

sincerely,
your no-good-procastinate-drama queen-friend
peace.