Assalamualaikum.
Greetings to all.
So recently i got many weird dreams that driving me a bit crazy and annoying. Yeah,annoy of it's unrealistic plot and whatsoever.
But i think,no. After have a really deep thinking (pftt..) my encik mimpi is aome kind of defense mechanism to me.it create the worst situation that can happen to me and see how my reaction.
Like a personality test in Divergent (lol..).
Someone die, someone/something attack, lost and damn many more unrealistic tale (mr brainy is so complicated).
Yes, i used to dream of a vlogger that i admired proposed me & got excited about it for a week. Well i do want it to come true but logically it cant happen. Andue. Shiro. Nehi he. Hahah
Scientifically, there is no prove that when we dream someone it mean he/she will be destined for us (apart from after performing istiharah prayer). It just he or she is existed deep down in our memory, so mr brainy just connecting it to other memory. Like a memory about wedding ceremony. So yes, it is untrusted.
For some people, dream can be a guide to him/her.that's like an add value, a gift from God.
Ahh..feeling sleepy. Till then.
Encik mimpi dont be ridiculous. Ahh..zzzz
Thursday, 17 September 2015
Saturday, 12 September 2015
Change change change change change
Assalamualaikum
Greetings
I have a thought that changes happen in every seconds of our life. The blood density change, our skin getting older...yes God give us changes physically so why some of us just denied that they change?
Old buddies met after 5 years with 'adult' appearance and denied that he change. He admit that he still the old playful guy who always like to tease people.
You are changing,man. At least maybe your jokes are more matured. A girl break up with boyfriend that have change heart towards her.
Changing happen. We just have to adapt with it. I am maybe the same old quiet girl but does not mean i dont grow up. I am quiet but does not mean i cant give a good presentation.
Yes people, i changed. My attitude, my act, my appearance maybe. Also towards the people that know me, they knew i have changed. I change for better. Because i am not the same as 13 year old girl i used to be.
Dont ever denied the change,because that what is life about. You maybe be hurt by some people that have change but u maybe not realised you too have change. U just to adapt with it. Like what i am doing right now.
You should see my phone wallpaper to get the full picture what the lala is going on.
Am i turning into a pathetic girl who need to be sympathied?
Pftt...please change girl
Greetings
I have a thought that changes happen in every seconds of our life. The blood density change, our skin getting older...yes God give us changes physically so why some of us just denied that they change?
Old buddies met after 5 years with 'adult' appearance and denied that he change. He admit that he still the old playful guy who always like to tease people.
You are changing,man. At least maybe your jokes are more matured. A girl break up with boyfriend that have change heart towards her.
Changing happen. We just have to adapt with it. I am maybe the same old quiet girl but does not mean i dont grow up. I am quiet but does not mean i cant give a good presentation.
Yes people, i changed. My attitude, my act, my appearance maybe. Also towards the people that know me, they knew i have changed. I change for better. Because i am not the same as 13 year old girl i used to be.
Dont ever denied the change,because that what is life about. You maybe be hurt by some people that have change but u maybe not realised you too have change. U just to adapt with it. Like what i am doing right now.
You should see my phone wallpaper to get the full picture what the lala is going on.
Am i turning into a pathetic girl who need to be sympathied?
Pftt...please change girl
Thursday, 3 September 2015
the uncategorized genre
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
Well something struck my mind in 'bilik termenung' just now.
Quoting Safiah from AKN, while 'answering nature call' we can get brilliant ideas and punchline.
*i wonder if that happen to comedian in Maharaja Lawak Mega
Okay back to the scene.
When i was being interviewed for a job recently, the interviewer ask about my hobby. So when i am answering reading, she ask about my favourite book and genre.
I answer i just read all types of book, depending on the writer.
Then she insist of 'how come you dont have a genre of interest?'
Well, in my heart i just answer 'yes, i dont have that'.
But in my mouth i just answer 'well i like non fiction book'.
*i swear until now i regret my unknowledgement about the difference between fiction and non-fiction.
Okay lets not talk about the interview. It is full of twisted fact because at that time seriously i am a bit sleepy *nervous plus hungry
So maybe if anyone ask me again i would answer,
'i dont have genre of interest. i read all books. and it also depends on the writer'
yes, i would stick with the same answer but with a little more confidence.
reading all material does not show i am a bookworm that can tell facts from cover to cover of academic books during my school or university days . i read when i like it, and i did not even peek at it when i am not interested. so my like and interest is depend on how interesting the style of writing or what exactly the message in it. and that ladies and gentleman, depend on the writer.
I read Nurul Syahida novels, blog and would even excited to read her status in facebook but i dont read her teens novels.oh, because i am a broken, poor teenagers.
I read Ramlee Awang Murshid books because he is so into thriller and mystery but i can't read all his books because it's too many. i only borrowing his books from library and friends (repeating the facts that i am broken to buy all his books).
I read Hlovate novels but am not willing to read his quote books (because seriously you just can read it on her/his facebook account). same case. borrow.
I read Nadia Khan novels, but I only extract few point from her Gantung's novel.thank god i did not own that book or it will be nightmare if i read it again.
I read Shaz Johar just because he like to referring woman as slut (i resent, hate that kind of human fyi), but you just can't denied his point of view. also borrow.
I read Hamka Kereta Mayat because he's funny despite of being too much 'exposure'. And he's realistic and a bit religious.
So what genre do we have here?
Love stories? I can't take most of Alaf 21and Kaki Novel 's novels with twisted storyline and non-realistic fact. I found Imaen boring but i admire his idea and really like all his ranting about social issues or general knowledge. I found Ratu Bulan novels are so into Taiwanese drama and fairytale but i like her sense of humor and realistic storyline.
Thriller and mystery? I trust someone ( a writer) and buy his book just because it has good title and synopsis but once i read one chapter, i quickly read the final page. Failed! So just stick to RAM.
Science fiction? Well i only like (probably the only i read) is the book titled 'Ombak Sfera Lotus' that i read during my schooldays. The only science fiction book that i can read again and again.
Comedy romantic? No, non of the writer i listed above do comedy romantic even i love that genre (for movies especially). So i nominated Sophie Kinsella as the best writer for this kind of book. Yeah my english is not so good that i could only finish reading her novels (she is using simple, 'bahasa pasar' english fyi, that's why i can understand).
Not only book, i read poem. yes, i do adore some of the poem i learn from schools (english in literature subject i mean_well yes, don't be so arrogant because i got C during SPM). the poem about war Dulce et Decorum Est (that i think suit Saving Private Ryan movie_because that the only war movie that i dont feel pretentious).
I like Shakespeare story of Hamlet (or is it a play?) and the story behind poem Life Brief Candle. Oh, not forget the RAM in english novels, Roald Dahl.
So dear interviewer, i rest my case
In a nutshell ; "aku ni introvert jadi aku suka baca buku. dan aku hanya baca apa yang aku nak. dan kadang-kadang aku terpengaruh dengan orang untuk baca sesuatu buku. tapi aku ambil masa untuk baca buku yang aku tak biasa dengan gaya penulisannya atau penulisnya. aku hanya baca and beli sesuatu buku yang worth utk dibaca ulang-ulang, bukan that klise love story problem yang tak realistik. tapi kalau kau nampak aku baca maknanya aku tengah boring la tu"
me trying to understand my own judgemental. failed.
Greetings.
Well something struck my mind in 'bilik termenung' just now.
Quoting Safiah from AKN, while 'answering nature call' we can get brilliant ideas and punchline.
*i wonder if that happen to comedian in Maharaja Lawak Mega
Okay back to the scene.
When i was being interviewed for a job recently, the interviewer ask about my hobby. So when i am answering reading, she ask about my favourite book and genre.
I answer i just read all types of book, depending on the writer.
Then she insist of 'how come you dont have a genre of interest?'
Well, in my heart i just answer 'yes, i dont have that'.
But in my mouth i just answer 'well i like non fiction book'.
*i swear until now i regret my unknowledgement about the difference between fiction and non-fiction.
Okay lets not talk about the interview. It is full of twisted fact because at that time seriously i am a bit sleepy *nervous plus hungry
So maybe if anyone ask me again i would answer,
'i dont have genre of interest. i read all books. and it also depends on the writer'
yes, i would stick with the same answer but with a little more confidence.
reading all material does not show i am a bookworm that can tell facts from cover to cover of academic books during my school or university days . i read when i like it, and i did not even peek at it when i am not interested. so my like and interest is depend on how interesting the style of writing or what exactly the message in it. and that ladies and gentleman, depend on the writer.
I read Nurul Syahida novels, blog and would even excited to read her status in facebook but i dont read her teens novels.oh, because i am a broken, poor teenagers.
I read Ramlee Awang Murshid books because he is so into thriller and mystery but i can't read all his books because it's too many. i only borrowing his books from library and friends (repeating the facts that i am broken to buy all his books).
I read Hlovate novels but am not willing to read his quote books (because seriously you just can read it on her/his facebook account). same case. borrow.
I read Nadia Khan novels, but I only extract few point from her Gantung's novel.thank god i did not own that book or it will be nightmare if i read it again.
I read Shaz Johar just because he like to referring woman as slut (i resent, hate that kind of human fyi), but you just can't denied his point of view. also borrow.
I read Hamka Kereta Mayat because he's funny despite of being too much 'exposure'. And he's realistic and a bit religious.
So what genre do we have here?
Love stories? I can't take most of Alaf 21and Kaki Novel 's novels with twisted storyline and non-realistic fact. I found Imaen boring but i admire his idea and really like all his ranting about social issues or general knowledge. I found Ratu Bulan novels are so into Taiwanese drama and fairytale but i like her sense of humor and realistic storyline.
Thriller and mystery? I trust someone ( a writer) and buy his book just because it has good title and synopsis but once i read one chapter, i quickly read the final page. Failed! So just stick to RAM.
Science fiction? Well i only like (probably the only i read) is the book titled 'Ombak Sfera Lotus' that i read during my schooldays. The only science fiction book that i can read again and again.
Comedy romantic? No, non of the writer i listed above do comedy romantic even i love that genre (for movies especially). So i nominated Sophie Kinsella as the best writer for this kind of book. Yeah my english is not so good that i could only finish reading her novels (she is using simple, 'bahasa pasar' english fyi, that's why i can understand).
Not only book, i read poem. yes, i do adore some of the poem i learn from schools (english in literature subject i mean_well yes, don't be so arrogant because i got C during SPM). the poem about war Dulce et Decorum Est (that i think suit Saving Private Ryan movie_because that the only war movie that i dont feel pretentious).
I like Shakespeare story of Hamlet (or is it a play?) and the story behind poem Life Brief Candle. Oh, not forget the RAM in english novels, Roald Dahl.
So dear interviewer, i rest my case
In a nutshell ; "aku ni introvert jadi aku suka baca buku. dan aku hanya baca apa yang aku nak. dan kadang-kadang aku terpengaruh dengan orang untuk baca sesuatu buku. tapi aku ambil masa untuk baca buku yang aku tak biasa dengan gaya penulisannya atau penulisnya. aku hanya baca and beli sesuatu buku yang worth utk dibaca ulang-ulang, bukan that klise love story problem yang tak realistik. tapi kalau kau nampak aku baca maknanya aku tengah boring la tu"
me trying to understand my own judgemental. failed.
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