Assalamualaikum.greetings.
Tarik nafas dan hembus.
Because we gonna talk a really serious matter.
It's called debt.
Or in my case, study debt.
So i read a post in facebook stating the unadjusted payment schedule that makes the debtor has to pay a large amount of money. Who's the creditor? Of course the one that being advertise on the tv, that people used to call it P.Ti.Pu.
To tell you the truth, i was not aware about the seriuosness of this payment back issue eventhough my cousins had suffer from it too. But facing it right now really scares me. Well i have to ..whether i like it or not... work part time after graduation bcoz i want to settle up my debt asap. Especially the 'p.tipu' debt.
And the older generation just dont get it why so hard for me to get a proper job, married and live a stable and normal life. Well maybe i am the exception of the stable life.
Yes, part of the reason i stay with the part time job bcoz i love the job & the people. I get vacation when everybody working (*which i like bcoz u never suffer of crowd people).
Second is i want to get experience, just to know what is it that i want to do in life, the thing that i love to do. I really really dont want to become a zombie workers with a stressful life,office politics.
Third, i assume living with family is cost saving for a fresh starter like me. I dont want to 'perjudikan' all i got to move into a place i dont know, with the job i dont sure would love it. Yes, it is time for me to grow up,but i also have to think about my security.
This is not a melodrama nor soap opera, like it or not i have to find my place in this world. this is not renaissance era where the woman just being woman & support their man. Modern life don't help us but instead push us to the cliff of harsh reality. example are this ptptipu issue.
Older generation dont face this kind of problem. Yeah, i never thought of this fact when all of the old people point bullet at me. I always questioning why other people life so easy but not mine? I am one of the people facing this kind of problem, but i know i'm not alone.
This is the harsh reality i have to face,this is my life tough task. What i can right now is just continuing my life with that part time job (with many people have bad thought about it. No, not a haram job, it just a low class job). I love to work with the things i love (books) and with the heartwarming people i met. People who talks bad about it dont pay my ptptn (ah, no need to hide it anyway.yes it is ptptn).
Maka bertabahlah farhana.
Your life is not normal. It is extraordinary.
Saturday, 26 December 2015
Tuesday, 22 December 2015
Falling for Innocence
Assalamualaikum.
Okay, aku memang gila kalau dah jumpa sesuatu yang aku suka.
Tapi jangan risau itu hanya sementara.
Dan blog inilah yang akan jadi mangsa bebelan aku yang ntah apa-apa ni selain dari kawan2 baik aku.
FALLING FOR INNOCENCE
Well aku suka tengok troll drama kat tumblr. Dan kalau tak cukup memang redah cari kat Google Images just nak gelakkan ketidak-realistik-an sesuatu drama. Especially drama Korea. Well aku memang suka tengok drama tapi aku juga suka komen drama macam pengkritik yang garang. So tengah2 skroll tu jumpa troll drama ni. Aku tak ingat yang mana. So google la pasal cerita ni sebab macam best je pelakon dia (*aku memang jenis tak ingat nama sebenar pelakon. so google sendiri la ye). Step seterusnya tengok mv kat Youtube. Oleh kerana kelajuan Youtube sangat 'memberangsangkan', aku beralih kepada bacaan review kat dramabean utk tahu keseluruhan cerita.
MV seems intersting.
Review seems interesting. Ada humour, ada drama, ada romantik.
Step seterusnya adalah mencari cerita dalam kalangan rakan2 yang rajin mendownload movie. Tapi sebab aku malu tiba2 nk redah tanya kawan2 yang aku lupa nak contact sebabkan busy (konon) maka aku cari inisiatif lain utk tengok cerita ni. Buy the DVD.
AND OMG. This story is really really really really best. I love the humour. I love the zany of the hero. I love the passionate of the heroine with her work. And the antagonist is really daebak. You will really hate him because he the one who kill you slowly with his calmness. I mean can you imagine a friend, your secret admire too would turn into a monster just because of you. I would be hating him and myself for make him like that. Actually i always have this second-lead syndrome, because i think most of them are more nicer, cooler and smart than the lead hero. But FFI really make me hate the second lead character and dont want to give him a chance at all (yes i also have pretending-lead-heroine syndrome).
Kang Min Ho is a 'serial killer' in the business world, he has a position similar to Ah Long the loan shark but of course in a cool and standard way. You know how finance company from America always manipulate the money in a slow but shit way. In one word, he's a jerk. I love his character, not just because the cliche arrogant-workholic-cold lead hero but because he's being that in a funny way. You know a bad guy is making bad thing in funny way that you dont know if you have to laugh or cry (imagine you're his opponent). He is being jerk all the way with the lead heroine but as the saying goes, dont trouble the trouble if you don't want the trouble to trouble you. Being harsh to this woman (profesionally) open the door to unexpected fate that he falls for her because he's receiving her late fiance heart (that being murdered). Yes, same as other lead hero, he try to resist the feeling because he feels he's too cool, too up standard for this woman. But, seriously who does not fall in love with a beautiful hardworking intelligent strict secretary that have her own cuteness. This woman is so cool and this guy character is so shining, please do get married for God sake.
And both of them make a great teamwork in their work field. Totally the zany type. Like Makoto and Hyuga from Rich Man Poor Man. They really suit each other, profesionally and personally.
I won't comment too much about the story because it's still the cliche story from Korea. But the performance of the cast is sooo incredible that i want to give 4 out of 5 star. For Kang Min Ho character, totally perfect. I'll treat you with few picture that you would find in google images. Haha. For exclusive preview please go to dramabean website.
i am totally biased over kang min ho. haha. whatever.
Okay, aku memang gila kalau dah jumpa sesuatu yang aku suka.
Tapi jangan risau itu hanya sementara.
Dan blog inilah yang akan jadi mangsa bebelan aku yang ntah apa-apa ni selain dari kawan2 baik aku.
FALLING FOR INNOCENCE
Well aku suka tengok troll drama kat tumblr. Dan kalau tak cukup memang redah cari kat Google Images just nak gelakkan ketidak-realistik-an sesuatu drama. Especially drama Korea. Well aku memang suka tengok drama tapi aku juga suka komen drama macam pengkritik yang garang. So tengah2 skroll tu jumpa troll drama ni. Aku tak ingat yang mana. So google la pasal cerita ni sebab macam best je pelakon dia (*aku memang jenis tak ingat nama sebenar pelakon. so google sendiri la ye). Step seterusnya tengok mv kat Youtube. Oleh kerana kelajuan Youtube sangat 'memberangsangkan', aku beralih kepada bacaan review kat dramabean utk tahu keseluruhan cerita.
MV seems intersting.
Review seems interesting. Ada humour, ada drama, ada romantik.
Step seterusnya adalah mencari cerita dalam kalangan rakan2 yang rajin mendownload movie. Tapi sebab aku malu tiba2 nk redah tanya kawan2 yang aku lupa nak contact sebabkan busy (konon) maka aku cari inisiatif lain utk tengok cerita ni. Buy the DVD.
AND OMG. This story is really really really really best. I love the humour. I love the zany of the hero. I love the passionate of the heroine with her work. And the antagonist is really daebak. You will really hate him because he the one who kill you slowly with his calmness. I mean can you imagine a friend, your secret admire too would turn into a monster just because of you. I would be hating him and myself for make him like that. Actually i always have this second-lead syndrome, because i think most of them are more nicer, cooler and smart than the lead hero. But FFI really make me hate the second lead character and dont want to give him a chance at all (yes i also have pretending-lead-heroine syndrome).
Kang Min Ho is a 'serial killer' in the business world, he has a position similar to Ah Long the loan shark but of course in a cool and standard way. You know how finance company from America always manipulate the money in a slow but shit way. In one word, he's a jerk. I love his character, not just because the cliche arrogant-workholic-cold lead hero but because he's being that in a funny way. You know a bad guy is making bad thing in funny way that you dont know if you have to laugh or cry (imagine you're his opponent). He is being jerk all the way with the lead heroine but as the saying goes, dont trouble the trouble if you don't want the trouble to trouble you. Being harsh to this woman (profesionally) open the door to unexpected fate that he falls for her because he's receiving her late fiance heart (that being murdered). Yes, same as other lead hero, he try to resist the feeling because he feels he's too cool, too up standard for this woman. But, seriously who does not fall in love with a beautiful hardworking intelligent strict secretary that have her own cuteness. This woman is so cool and this guy character is so shining, please do get married for God sake.
And both of them make a great teamwork in their work field. Totally the zany type. Like Makoto and Hyuga from Rich Man Poor Man. They really suit each other, profesionally and personally.
I won't comment too much about the story because it's still the cliche story from Korea. But the performance of the cast is sooo incredible that i want to give 4 out of 5 star. For Kang Min Ho character, totally perfect. I'll treat you with few picture that you would find in google images. Haha. For exclusive preview please go to dramabean website.
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