Tuesday, 22 November 2016

a tale that does not need a fairy

Assalamualaikum
Greetings.

Well you know i am kinda like dont share my private life on Facebook because that's too mainstream. Blogger in the other hand is 'indie'. Lol

And i am veryyyyy excited to see one of my best friend since i was erm 10 years old is going to be someone fiance. Whatt? That cute Raudhah is engage?? Chinca? Haha


Remembering back in schooldays, she once told me that she admire a simple life. Someone the she knows meeting a guy through friends and after two weeks they are engaged, married and now (at that time) waiting for their first child. Yeah, no need drama or something extraordinary to make your life perfect. Knowing her, she is a usual teen girl, a girl with happy smile and laugh a lot. She can be anyone friends in seconds and very positive on everything (she the calmest person to wait for pak cik van fetch us while other had argue and complaint a lot). Yeah, she the real princess, the protagonist in her own little world.

So Siti Raudah Mohamad Hisham, wish you a bucket of happiness and blessings for your next stage of life. You make me believe if we stay positive with our life, good thing will come. And even we're nobody but with our little family and friends, we can be much happy than Donald Trump. Lol. Nak jugak kutuk lelaki itu =p


So for The Guy Who Took My Best Friend, please take care of her
Just saying she is one of Silat member
So do I


of drama and annoying-ness

Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.

Today i had bogum-flu. Excuse my ridiculousness.
Well this is some movie/drama/novel (mostly made in malaysia) in bogum version.
i did this because i am annoyed but i try to be as sweet as possible with bogum as the medium.

*what the hell i am trying to say for godsake

Yeah, here the parody.

Because his smile is sweet and he is eating lollipop.
*But excuse his sitting position
well just look at his biceps @.@
and for the ultimate move is this one. haha.
he is wearing hogwarts uniform (*fan edit) but maybe there's no hogwarts at all in FB. i am just yearning to watch that movie @.@
Andddd for my fevret novel. haha. maybe he can be dr. faiz (because 2nd lead hero always hotter and kind than the lead)
Okey enough. i should straight to my point here.
LARA AISYAH
Because that penyu is not alive and she has nobody to play along.
So she kinda like 'oh pity me i am so melara'.
?
Enough already with the parody =p
Well park bogum is nothing compare with this si kecik
She cute and fabulous

credit to her awesome mom atikah khairi =)


Wednesday, 9 November 2016

one wedding and a funeral

Assalamualaikum
Greetings!

First and foremost i want to dedicated part of this entry to Mrs Adele!! *clap clap
Oooo..Adele the singer? *sing Never mind i find someone like you~

Nope.  
My friend Adel got married last Saturday (the nikah is on Friday) but unfortunately i have to work on that day. So i can't attend it tsk tsk (really sorry Adellll...though you are so kind by inviting me personally). I write this entry specially for you. Heehe..


I am sooo happy for you. 
Thruthly is, we kinda share lots of things since 2010 (same dorm, same class, same bus going back Johor). She is a friendly friend that just can blend with everybody, incuding the Polis Bantuan (seriously). And I remember back in 2011 (i guess), we sit together in bus going back Johor (from Perak). So that almost 6 hours of travelling she share a lots of things to this silent , boring & tiredsome girl (me lah, who else). All her story really interesting, from the gossips in campus till her family story, she seems not tired at all. At that time she was in relationship with someone (our friend) and she told me that I should find one too during these study years. So i am working now and guess what still forever alone. Lol. 

I knew from the beginning that she will be married first because duhh...the really cool and kind girl everybody want to be friend and date with. Haha. Anyway..congratulations. We all love you. And sorry for not being there.

Okay...so that is a happy ending story. And now lets begin with a thriller story. Sorry Adel you had to share this entry with this scumbag. 
Scumbag who?
Whoever that lead you to a bullshit hole.

So Donald Trump is the new president of USA a.k.a the World Police. While Barrack seems 'good', this fellow totally out of the term of good. Except maybe in business world. Most of us knew him from the reality programme The Apprentice and who knows this reality stars that keep firing people on tv would be America next president (then America, you fired). Well at least he is not hiding his true face and agenda of hating Muslim with his harsh statement. But seriously all of us, the Muslims do afraid of what he will do as we all know America is like the Godfather of all countries. I received many message of reminder to reciting and practicing Al-Kahfi, as to protect our iman to always stay true no matter what hardship we had to face. Remember that nearly end of time, only few people hold to the true Islam and most of the weak people will be deceived by dajjal al masih. 

I should start it right away.
Huh *sigh
And yeah, the comical sketch of politics in Malaysia are quit interesting too. I stop reading newspaper or watch news in tv from the time Facebook is created. Not that I prefer information from that social network site but I just tired of all the unlogical scheme and unfair judgement of media mass. Just now I feel like choking my throat with the chicken that I eat as to see the headline of the news.

Basically the entry give huge appraisal for our leader in defending and strengthen Islam in our country. That appraisal is supported by few Islam organisation including KAFA. 
Right.
You not believe it? Well there is a picture of few Tahfiz students holding a banner 'We love PM' 'Allah bless PM for his deeds' 'Thank you PM'.
Heaven sake what irrational world did i just encounter?

Well i am far from the elite people who have Doctor, Professor or even Tuan Guru infront of his/her name. I am merely a poor worker that previously attend the cheapest university fee in Malaysia. Let see from the student side. You supporting Islam works in Malaysia? Well ever go to sekolah tahfiz, sekolah agama, sekolah pondok? Have you look their 'gorgeous' facilities that nearly 'blind' your eyes? Ok then lets go to private school that starts with St,...have you see their 'hideous' classroom with weird smell? Or did you realised they only had few staff that doing both teachers and janitor works?

For Godsake get a new brain. 


Saturday, 5 November 2016

The road not taken

Assalamualaikum. Greetings.

I am writing this entry while listening to iu. dear girl you soothen my soul.

It is not only me who struggle in this harsh world. other might meet situation far worst than me.

The road not taken..we have learnt it during schooldays. maybe in form 2, i dont remember. we have been warned about what reality we will be facing. the unlimited choice in life that will bring u to different path. and your path maybe intercept with others but never parallel to each other. we never had two person having the very same background and path of life. even among twins.

I once pray that Allah s.w.t give me forgiveness and chance to be a good, better person. i fall in love with usrah, like a medicine that heal my wounds and isolated life. i go near that good path and it really bring me to a world that i never  ever thought before.

I learn that Islam is not for yourself, it is to be spread and to be fight for. i learn about responsibility as a true Muslim, begin to open my heart to a really good people and friends.

But as i always said, i am truly a coward person. i am incapable to hold onto it like my friends do. i lost in translation, i turn back to who i was. to my old life and neglected them, my precious friends. i think i just being myself, like the one actress keep stressing to media about her changes to sth that not good.

But it brought misery in my life. i know it's me who to be blamed for all this misfortune. it is like i am lost when trying to find way back home (the world i once comfortable with).

I keep craving for some miracle, some chance or maybe some guy that will brighten my life. i want to have a successful life like my other friends had. i just dont know what to do and so clueless about reading the signs from God.

And i might got this very opportunity to pay for my mistake. I am willing to go through a hard life if thats the price i have to pay.

But sincerely, i am still a coward person. i have to think and sacrifice many things to go throughthat road. it feels like i am not ready to face that kind of road. it feels like...even if i turn back again and go through the road i once left, it will not be the same as before. i will not be the same and hope could flunk helplessly.

I just stand there, in the middle of road. hesistate to move on or back off. i just stay.

I am sorry God if i take the wrong path. i am very sorry if this is actually the path u giving me to answer my prayer. i am very sorry if i wrong.

Just please. give me Your pure guideness.

Aku mohon dengan sangat.