Assalamualaikum.
greetings.
Aku dh deactive fb.makanya aku xde tempat nk post status.oh well
So here top post from me this week;
1. sherlock season 4 has ended and i dont watch a single episode of it.
2. still not over with kim shin & eun tak. god, why la gong yoo is so hot.
Damn.when i offline i got so many voices in my head, a brilliant punchline to be post. but now that's all i can remember. and i will make up some...
3. 'you say move on where do i go'. katy perry got me right.
4. i hate real relationship. i prefer fiction relationship. yeah i am jealous but that does not mean you can show off. i really think man population is extinct and us woman had to hunt for them. thats why you always see an evil woman character in malay drama especially (well in hollywood they just hit on anybody but dont call it love). that realistic. woman do chase man and i am so tired to begin with. *yawn
5. i dont grow up because i dont gossip. or vise versa. i am not angelic but just dont know how. i do bitch people but with myself.
6. i just hate ______ . can't help but to sigh whenever i had to deal with them.
7.u call woman complicated? well every month you had to deal with period problems & routine, you have to take care of certain part of body that have high potential to get cancer, being single and be called andartu, being married and been ditched if anything goes wrong..... no need to understand us. just love your woman and protect her.
8. i been thinking about doing volunteering job. because i am single & lack of ambition. and hate the lame society.
9. somehow, sincere book from sincere author do touch my heart. no matter how cliche, how messy the style of the writer. pretenders going to pretend. houl~
10. i miss Him. i miss me.
Wednesday, 25 January 2017
Friday, 20 January 2017
age of youth
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
Huuu i just finish watched age of youth, a korean drama series and love it so much. i mean the storyline really realistic and everyone, well every woman can relate themselves to the story.
So here my so called related-feelings to the character.
Hahah
1. Eun Jae
the introvert one. i used to think back in schooldays that i am weird for not being able to talk to people. i mean yes i am not that kind of antisocial, i just prefer to shut my mouth when nothing necessary to be talk of.
Eun Jae character potrays the introvert personality so well. innocent and cute, yes that is a credit to her, but still only an introvert know that does not matter because you are retarded in social skills. come on oprah winfrey, queen latifah is not that kind of pretty but look at their talent in blending with people. introvert takes triple effort in boosting their confidence whenever they need to talk to people,
eun jae takes time...err hell time to just adjust to new place, new friends, new housemates. she the kind of prefer not to talk if that only hurting people (but actually that make things worse when people always misunderstood her). i feel you girl. tsk.
2. senior yoon
she the cool (beside senior song) and cold one among the girls. well maybe among the marhaen girls. haha. yes, part of me screaming to the writer to just give this girl a sweet romantic moment with chef oppa (though we can only see that in one episode) but yeah i got the point of her never ending pain life. i mean, to tell you the truth some people do live their live in misery forever after. they just had to struggle just to have a penny for their misfortune life. they just don't have time to loof around or playing 'i am cinderella please prince charming i need you'. they really need to stand on their feet & be strong because nowdays...you really need that if you have no looks or money.
senior yoon is the hard working character, compared to senior kang (who have majestic beauty). well that suit me well. like her, i am doing a bloody low class job just so i can gain money paying my education debt. sometimes i do frustrated with it, but seeing her so strict with herself...it somehow give me strength. she said;
'this place is a hell for me. but i'll take it as a test. and i don't want to fail it'
something like that lah.
woman being human, yes she do need someone to support and cheer her. thank god she got chef oppa and four cheeky fairy god mother (including the landlady). yes, compare to her situation at least we got more friends and family member that we can relied on. so cheer up ladies.
3. senior song
hands down. she extrovert and i can't even reach her level of confidence. haha seriously. she the type of person i long to be. i try to be like that once, but fails miserably in two seconds.
every girl really need this kind of friend in their life. the kind that very objective in their life. their live seem easy because they don't take everything for granted and very positive yet so cool in facing their problems.
4. senior kang
hands down to earth. i got nothing to say about her because she is like someone really out of my league. i never see a character like that in real life. she's like the femme fatale but with kind heart and cool personality. haha. yeah, nothing to say more.
at last someone who understand the misery faced by marhaen girl like me. we don't need gu junpyo, lee tan (you hear me lee minho, i really dont need you!) to have a good and happy life but just nice friends and family that will understands and support us. we can forever put a poker face like senior kang (she dont show her complicated flaw in front of her housemates), smiling and bitching this suck life. but at least we know some people that we can smile, cry and laugh with.
but...
gong yoo please recairnate again and come to my life. you will make huge different in it.
inner self: what happen to park bogum then?
me: err...yeah. he can come too *hesistate
inner self: lee junki?
me: come as prince so please
inner self: park haejin?
me: oh crap. i wish they live here in my country. come all of you to my life so i can feel alive! come oppa!
sincerely crazy bitchinom.
bye.
Greetings.
Huuu i just finish watched age of youth, a korean drama series and love it so much. i mean the storyline really realistic and everyone, well every woman can relate themselves to the story.
So here my so called related-feelings to the character.
Hahah
1. Eun Jae
the introvert one. i used to think back in schooldays that i am weird for not being able to talk to people. i mean yes i am not that kind of antisocial, i just prefer to shut my mouth when nothing necessary to be talk of.
Eun Jae character potrays the introvert personality so well. innocent and cute, yes that is a credit to her, but still only an introvert know that does not matter because you are retarded in social skills. come on oprah winfrey, queen latifah is not that kind of pretty but look at their talent in blending with people. introvert takes triple effort in boosting their confidence whenever they need to talk to people,
eun jae takes time...err hell time to just adjust to new place, new friends, new housemates. she the kind of prefer not to talk if that only hurting people (but actually that make things worse when people always misunderstood her). i feel you girl. tsk.
2. senior yoon
she the cool (beside senior song) and cold one among the girls. well maybe among the marhaen girls. haha. yes, part of me screaming to the writer to just give this girl a sweet romantic moment with chef oppa (though we can only see that in one episode) but yeah i got the point of her never ending pain life. i mean, to tell you the truth some people do live their live in misery forever after. they just had to struggle just to have a penny for their misfortune life. they just don't have time to loof around or playing 'i am cinderella please prince charming i need you'. they really need to stand on their feet & be strong because nowdays...you really need that if you have no looks or money.
senior yoon is the hard working character, compared to senior kang (who have majestic beauty). well that suit me well. like her, i am doing a bloody low class job just so i can gain money paying my education debt. sometimes i do frustrated with it, but seeing her so strict with herself...it somehow give me strength. she said;
'this place is a hell for me. but i'll take it as a test. and i don't want to fail it'
something like that lah.
woman being human, yes she do need someone to support and cheer her. thank god she got chef oppa and four cheeky fairy god mother (including the landlady). yes, compare to her situation at least we got more friends and family member that we can relied on. so cheer up ladies.
3. senior song
hands down. she extrovert and i can't even reach her level of confidence. haha seriously. she the type of person i long to be. i try to be like that once, but fails miserably in two seconds.
every girl really need this kind of friend in their life. the kind that very objective in their life. their live seem easy because they don't take everything for granted and very positive yet so cool in facing their problems.
4. senior kang
hands down to earth. i got nothing to say about her because she is like someone really out of my league. i never see a character like that in real life. she's like the femme fatale but with kind heart and cool personality. haha. yeah, nothing to say more.
at last someone who understand the misery faced by marhaen girl like me. we don't need gu junpyo, lee tan (you hear me lee minho, i really dont need you!) to have a good and happy life but just nice friends and family that will understands and support us. we can forever put a poker face like senior kang (she dont show her complicated flaw in front of her housemates), smiling and bitching this suck life. but at least we know some people that we can smile, cry and laugh with.
but...
gong yoo please recairnate again and come to my life. you will make huge different in it.
inner self: what happen to park bogum then?
me: err...yeah. he can come too *hesistate
inner self: lee junki?
me: come as prince so please
inner self: park haejin?
me: oh crap. i wish they live here in my country. come all of you to my life so i can feel alive! come oppa!
sincerely crazy bitchinom.
bye.
Friday, 13 January 2017
HAntu punya bos
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
*tajuk takde kaitan
Okay i just want to share my thought on sth. aku ada sorg kwn yg selalu terpalit dgn konflik dgn org sbb sikap dia yg terus terang.atau mungkin ada yg gelarkannya mulut lancang.
Well these day everyone is mulut lancang kat facebook so dah tak heran dh.
Aku just terfikir mungkin dia patut tukar personaliti dia jd introvert . cause introvert hard to face conflict with others. because they dont talk much. me for example.
I mean some introvert can talk well infront of people, not that they has to be the shy type. but they just talk what is necessary. or sometimes they think too hard that they miss the chance to talk about their thought.
So if anyone ask me, to avoid conflict one must refrain yourself from being too close to someone. i mean dont tell everything to a human eventhough they are your best fren.
For me, i am comfortable to keep my personal life myself. i dont even talk about it with my mom or best fren. i mean yes sometime they know i am stress over something but what they dont know is how deep i feel hurt.
Maybe thats call ego to expose your ugly side & only show your good side. But seriously, no really single human can comfort u as Allah s.w.t. He know you too well. So why not giving all your good and bad side to Him.
Human feel hurt by other human because they have some expectation that the other person can feel or understand him/her.
Maybe one should not take a person word or action to heart. i mean yeah he/she talk bad about you and you feel angry about it. just remember human has flaws so dont expect too much.
Remember how Rasulullah s.a.w face his enemy. even right now many people hate him by insulting his sunnah or his action. but he never show hate to other.
I mean if you mess with him, its ok. but if you mess with Islam then you are really dead and going to face with his ultimate anger.
So my point is, hate the action, not the person. you can forgive a person, but not the action. example, you hate if people playing with quran or hadis. but make a space in your heart to pray and forgive the person who did that.
These is the reminder for myself especially. like seriously much easy to talk than do it.
So people, lets change for a better new world.
God you are so lame farhana. yes, i dont know how to properly end this entry.
Adios
Greetings.
*tajuk takde kaitan
Okay i just want to share my thought on sth. aku ada sorg kwn yg selalu terpalit dgn konflik dgn org sbb sikap dia yg terus terang.atau mungkin ada yg gelarkannya mulut lancang.
Well these day everyone is mulut lancang kat facebook so dah tak heran dh.
Aku just terfikir mungkin dia patut tukar personaliti dia jd introvert . cause introvert hard to face conflict with others. because they dont talk much. me for example.
I mean some introvert can talk well infront of people, not that they has to be the shy type. but they just talk what is necessary. or sometimes they think too hard that they miss the chance to talk about their thought.
So if anyone ask me, to avoid conflict one must refrain yourself from being too close to someone. i mean dont tell everything to a human eventhough they are your best fren.
For me, i am comfortable to keep my personal life myself. i dont even talk about it with my mom or best fren. i mean yes sometime they know i am stress over something but what they dont know is how deep i feel hurt.
Maybe thats call ego to expose your ugly side & only show your good side. But seriously, no really single human can comfort u as Allah s.w.t. He know you too well. So why not giving all your good and bad side to Him.
Human feel hurt by other human because they have some expectation that the other person can feel or understand him/her.
Maybe one should not take a person word or action to heart. i mean yeah he/she talk bad about you and you feel angry about it. just remember human has flaws so dont expect too much.
Remember how Rasulullah s.a.w face his enemy. even right now many people hate him by insulting his sunnah or his action. but he never show hate to other.
I mean if you mess with him, its ok. but if you mess with Islam then you are really dead and going to face with his ultimate anger.
So my point is, hate the action, not the person. you can forgive a person, but not the action. example, you hate if people playing with quran or hadis. but make a space in your heart to pray and forgive the person who did that.
These is the reminder for myself especially. like seriously much easy to talk than do it.
So people, lets change for a better new world.
God you are so lame farhana. yes, i dont know how to properly end this entry.
Adios
Thursday, 5 January 2017
Two zero one seven
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
Actually yesterday i write an entry about a depressing story but i decide tovedit it first before publish it. yeah like someone gonna read it.
New year has come...well what does it mean to a girl like me? Like hasan minhaj (is that the correct spelling) said on daily show '2016 has been an amazing year' (sarcastic please). so maybe it will continue in 2017? i dont know.
1. 2017 mean i am a year older. and i did realise some people.. well people that i use to know are gone. and it hurt me to see more good people are gone.
2. job hunting seasons gonna get tough with much more of graduate students. seriously the competition is tough and ridiculous. it is like reality show 'one in a million' first season where they eliminate yuna in her audition (and look where she is right now).
I need to attend more job interview. break a record like makoto (Rich man poor woman) that fail 30 interview and end up at the coolest company like next innovation.
Serious i need my tohru hyuga. i dont need tuan ihsan or tuan muda anas. just tohru hyuga please.
4. i should love more because the world is getting crazier. yeah donald trump has take over the white house,what else can be crazier?
I just watched eloise movie (with my cool exroomate nurul fauzani) and realised i had a fear. not towards ghost or other entity. but towards human. they are much scary than the ghost in the insidious. yeah, who do you think create ghost in this world? monkey? of course human that some of them do crazy thing, and then involving some agreement with the devil and their life are doomed even after they died.
So i know the world gonna end and we are like waiting for the worst years. but just stay love each other no matter how sucks your life.
5. i pass the marriage matter.next.
6. ok, fine. as a true muslim i do believe in jodoh and all that.but this is not the right time. i want to succeed finding myself, finding a place for me in this world. just live your life. dont rub me in my face with your happy marriage life photosss. yes, triple s for triple annoying. for mak cik2 and pak cik2, just accept the truth that man population had been reduced nowdays. so dont questioning me about not finding someone. even neelofa dont find 'him' yet. and even bradgelina getting divorced.
So yeah...thats what 2017 means to me. *sigh
Greetings.
Actually yesterday i write an entry about a depressing story but i decide tovedit it first before publish it. yeah like someone gonna read it.
New year has come...well what does it mean to a girl like me? Like hasan minhaj (is that the correct spelling) said on daily show '2016 has been an amazing year' (sarcastic please). so maybe it will continue in 2017? i dont know.
1. 2017 mean i am a year older. and i did realise some people.. well people that i use to know are gone. and it hurt me to see more good people are gone.
2. job hunting seasons gonna get tough with much more of graduate students. seriously the competition is tough and ridiculous. it is like reality show 'one in a million' first season where they eliminate yuna in her audition (and look where she is right now).
I need to attend more job interview. break a record like makoto (Rich man poor woman) that fail 30 interview and end up at the coolest company like next innovation.
Serious i need my tohru hyuga. i dont need tuan ihsan or tuan muda anas. just tohru hyuga please.
4. i should love more because the world is getting crazier. yeah donald trump has take over the white house,what else can be crazier?
I just watched eloise movie (with my cool exroomate nurul fauzani) and realised i had a fear. not towards ghost or other entity. but towards human. they are much scary than the ghost in the insidious. yeah, who do you think create ghost in this world? monkey? of course human that some of them do crazy thing, and then involving some agreement with the devil and their life are doomed even after they died.
So i know the world gonna end and we are like waiting for the worst years. but just stay love each other no matter how sucks your life.
5. i pass the marriage matter.next.
6. ok, fine. as a true muslim i do believe in jodoh and all that.but this is not the right time. i want to succeed finding myself, finding a place for me in this world. just live your life. dont rub me in my face with your happy marriage life photosss. yes, triple s for triple annoying. for mak cik2 and pak cik2, just accept the truth that man population had been reduced nowdays. so dont questioning me about not finding someone. even neelofa dont find 'him' yet. and even bradgelina getting divorced.
So yeah...thats what 2017 means to me. *sigh
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