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as in bukan cinta biasa
*seriously aku tak suka guna tajuk lagu (sebab lame) tp aku nk jgk ltk tajuk ni

Sinopsis

Dalila bukan gadis yang perlukan teman lelaki dalam hidupnya. Dia baik, sederhana dari semua aspek dan... baik.

Dia pengikut fahaman 'no couple before marriage' yang tegar. 

Tetapi apabila seorang lelaki mengubah status di Muka Buku 'In relationship with Dalila Othman', ia merubah segalanya.

Ia merubah dirinya yang tidak pernah pedulikan orang, anti sosial, kepada seorang yang sentiasa mahukan perhatian orang.

Merubah dirinya daripada penakut kepada berani.

Merubah dirinya daripada buruk kepada cantik.

Persoalannya, adakah cinta itu yang dia mahukan dari lelaki yang 'bukan lelaki biasa' ? 

Adakah cinta mereka begitu luar biasa sehingga boleh menyelamatkan nyawa seseorang dan mengadili masa lampau seseorang?

Well sebenarnya idea ni dah lama tapi seriously aku rasa lame sgt. a woman change a man. idea lama mmg sgt lame dan tak membuktikan apa2 yang berguna.

tapi aku tengok video motif viral semalam tntg satu aktivis R. Age.
dan aku rasa mungkin aku boleh sambung cerita ni.

*seriously kalau korang tengok doc aku banyak gile cerita yg tergantung, cerita yg acah2 best padahal yang siap hanya brapa ketul je.
* itupun x berani nk tunjuk orang

assalamualaikum.

i never believe i watch a bit of Temptation of Wife (philiphine) drama today. yes, i watch some of them on tv and also knew the storyline very well but still marian rivera (is the spelling right?) make me awe.

well lets talk about that later.

today is about ship.
drama fan would know what this term means.

1.nodame x shinichi

hehe. my first couple ship (that really goes extraordinary). a laughable, poor girl strive herself with her talent just to be with mr perfect. nodame is not an extraordinary girl. she just weird but unique. all her traits are really opposite with chiaki shinichi, the genius in music field.

a guy like him is too easy to adore. but a girl like her, who just rip off the closet that she been hiding in, step by step achieving something that she never knew. she just playing piano to be a kindergarten teacher but shinichi found her talent adorable. that's when the two of them get hooked with each other.

yes, many story like these la. but seriously you will never find a story that you had laugh so hard but at the same time knock your head and heart.

ayat -_-

2. makoto x hyuga

ofkos, my second love after nodame and shinichi. hehe.
i really think their relationship is simple (maybe you can use the term systematic also) yet interesting. a serious man really need some easy going girl to balance his craziness. and yes, who said makoto is a laughable easy girl. she had her own ambition and never being a crybaby. she solve her own problem and never make her family nor hyuga worry about her. she like to stand on her feet.

these couple really represent the difference between employee and employer role very well. of course japan is full of workaholic people. and this story just suitable for people (especially youth) to understand the reality of working world.

kyaa and i like makoto cuteness plus hyuga childish.

3. asou kun x aya ikeuchi

still..a japan drama. i prefer japan couple because they seem more realistic than korean drama couple. at least they don't come with balloon in the car proposal, or decorating the flower garden for proposal.

so asou and aya can be categorised as an innocent first love couple. they are classmates that happen to be click with each other because of their opposite character and fate. asou is a cold guy and always been sarcastic with the sweet aya kun. somehow aya can accept it as she believe asou is a good guy and friend.

asou is the one who treat her the same after the sickness got tough. he enjoys talks with her, like the normal guy attracting to a girl. i think everyone would agree that they suit each other no matter how bad the situation. but seriously it is really hard to make their love realistic.

if you love someone then you have to be responsible with it. and asou know, no matter how hard he try, he still not capable to be a responsible guy towards aya. he has no power to do so. aya is the one who realised that fact and although she feels the same to asou, she know it is a tough love. she had to let go of her hand.

true love does not need a proposal, a declaration. you just know it is there. i really love their beautiful love story.

4. eun jung x ki hoon

the stubborn couple. really.
moon geun young really make me awe her seriousness. she is damn cool with her frown. haha. and the guy is a soft and gentle but when tough time come, he really the king of seriousness.

this is one of korea love story that not necessary emphasises on how a cute the main leads can become. it seems like another cinderella adaptation but you will forget about the cinderella once you meet the cold gaze girl, eun jung. lol.

actually many other drama couples that i adore but lets stop here.

back to the temptation of wife. hokeh... *sigh

i know the story is about a woman revenge towards her husband, her husband family and the bitch that take away his husband. basically this woman life had been destroyed by all those shiznit people. okay.

but somehow...i get the feeling of angeline when she felt really hate of herself for being slutty in front of her ex husband, marcell. she is the one boring wife his husband once claimed and now he want her badly (of course because of sex appeal. dont worry i dont watch that part as our country cable tv had cut it for everyone safety).she feels like 'nooo i dont want to do this. i hate him so much that i cant stand his face and all of himm'. she really had to follow his willing in order to proceed with her next plan.

after the unwanted encounter, she crying herself under shower...feeling dirty with herself.

it makes me just want to ask her a question.

when are these miserable thing started? how can you ever fall in love with that man that stole your dignity and ruin your life (also willing to kill you)? is this revenge really worth?

he is just a stupid guy so just let him die in hell with his fellow family and wife-to-be. don't ruin your life anymore with that bastard, he does not deserve to even touch you after all he done (which he seem never regret). for godsake why two incredible beauty and intelligent woman ever fall in love with the same stupid guy and goes all sorts of drama because of him?

dia bukan sultan brunei pun, setan. jauh sekali raja arab saudi.
he just a brat spoil rich guy who are sweet talker. he do nothing but being a mommy boy and flirting with all the beautiful woman. he disgust me.

so yes, you just need to find someone you worth to fight for. not because he/ she is rich (he/she can get broke),nor handsome (everyone gonna had wrinkler) nor a sweet talker and not even because you dont want to lose him to someone else.

just find a guy/girl you are comfort with to talk, to tell stories and problem. who knews and accept your weakness plus supporting where you weak at. just like how the couple above do compliment each other.

actually i just giving you an example of good couple that knew from drama. in real life many couple can also be your guidance towards a better love relationship. learn from them.

okay, mengantuk. ntah apa apa je yang aku tulis ni.

mat and his friends

Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.

Well to be honest, i am quit a youtube maniac. I watch various video at any time just for fun.

And yeah i got certain favorite channel that i must never miss every week.

Well i dont want to reveal what they are as this entry is not to promote them. I dont get paid if i write about them. Lol

Ok, i seldom know stupid viral thing as i dont open my facebook that much to know what the lala is going on in this world. So yes today i watch some of them (which surprisingly few of them actually taken a year ago and i only watch today) and hokeehhh...

i miss (especially) these people.

all married (except the last one)

i know sarcasm and mean jokes these days are going to the top just to prove human being are bloody fool and desperate. they want to be recognised for stupid little thing. and Malaysian young youtubers used to be as cool as matluthfi, aiman azlan and anwar hadi (and later the ming thing. i am sorry i dont know your name) that speak for their generation, our generation in a chill and layback style. 

it dont have to be a serious issue, but at least like anwar hadi said 'it makes common sense'. they do their research before said something and that makes we think a lot. even the ming thing can talk about our mix culture country in a very touching video. 

making video also can generate income as they established their own brand and follower, like how wangfu production do. yes, if you being serious in the thing that you actually love to do it will bring fortune to you. 

"that relevant for international youtuber. malaysian cannot do it"

well go research 'mr theallshared' and just stalk what they actually do.

not like some stupid bollocks saying stuff about products (that i never ever heard) in her broken english and call that a brilliant marketing. pftt.

and yes, some of the youtuber that make parody said social media is a medium of free speech and thought. we can say whatever we want and nobody is wrong to defend their thought. 

well..yes, you know the person you been bashing is a stupid one, why bother her/him? you dont have a life? is there any better person you can actually talk about and make them as inspiration to the viewer?

just get some common sense. 

it is free of charge.

unless you dont have a brain and a heart.

*thank god mat and his fellow youtuber friends were hit few years ago. if not they surely gonna be featured in motif viral. which will make them so lame

#nooffensereally

twenty plus five

assalamualaikum.
greetings.

yesterday was my birthday
*put bogum voice singing birthday song here
=p

well..truthfully, i kinda don't like to be the centre of attention. my friends used to announce my birthday loudly in our class and i was like embarrassed to death. birthday is not a big deal for a matured lady like me (pfttt), it only reminds me that i getting old.

anyway i am not gonna talk about me. the day had passed by the way. it just this thought crossed my mind a couple hours ago.

my dad and my mom.
the one that bring me to this world on that very day of five may nineteen ninety two.

i admit that... i am really not close to them. well it just i am raised to be like that. so does my siblings.i  think it is not a negative thing but yes, sometimes it makes us awkward as we never ever talk from heart to heart.

 few incidents in my life happen couple of years ago that make me distance myself from them. again, it is just i am more comfortable that way. i really dont want them to know what the things that i worry the most, the thing that i actually dream to do and achieve, the kind of life that i long for. i am comfortable with myself, with my books, with my laptop and drama...the totally anti sociable plus introvert person.

and i know it is a selfish thing to do because at the end of the day i always blame them without giving them a chance or understand them.i am the one who dont want to talk about the reality. i am the one who run away from my own reality. i am the one that never understand what life means.

well...dear me (talking to myself) just remember how lucky you are.
i am dedicating this entry to my father especially
*although he never knew the existence of this blog
*mom can wait okay?

remember when you always has a weak body that cannot stand the heat after playing so hard at KLCC park? you almost faint that your father carry you in his shoulder all the way from the park to car parking lot. and for godsake it happen when you're 9 & 12 years old!!

*yes, he did complain about it but does ever you feel how hard it is to do that? in the future, do you able to carry him if he getting weak and sick?

remember when your father always give the best thing to you
*world theory: elder children always get the best thing

do you remember he buy you the study lamp that he never give to other siblings just because you always like to burn the midnight oil? *alert nerd student

do you remember he buy you some weird thing that maybe seem has less value but it just special because he thinking about you . and you are so excited about it
*my father used to buy me this thing without no reason

i really don't even know what this thing called

remember when you buy him a shirt with your first salary and he wears it a really lots of time like showing to the world this is his best shirt
remember when you buy him another shirts (because actually there's a sale) and he told you to buy for your mom too

remember when you are homesick after raya break (during diploma time), you can't reach your mom cellphone and call him instead. remember you are crying to him just because it is too hard to be alone and to be miss them a lot
*and then the next day got teased by roomate for crying in sleep

remember when he is so reluctant to allow you to go anywhere (friend wedding, camp, uni ceremony) and you throw tantrum at him because your younger brother had his freedom easier than you

remember when he gave you a mineral water after you had a diarrhoea, lost a lot of water  and been admitted to a specialist hospital. remember how you can see in his eye that he care about you

remember when you throw tantrum not going to school (primary school) and he scold you hard enough plus ignoring you for days that make you really guilty

remember when you crying for being a part from him and your mom (when you mother is going to deliver your brother in KL) and he follow your will to absent from school and come to KL waiting for the baby.

most of the time, i know you kinda dislike him. he and his ego. he and his illogical thought. he and his ....whatever that piss you a lot like hell. just... whenever you had amnesia or lost your memory. just remember these things.

and also, you might not remember, his smile when the doctor told him about your mom pregnancy. the smile when he hear your voice for the first time. you never knew or remember what his thought for all these time carrying the responsibility to be your father. your guardian. your own angel and knight in shining armour.

you can get angry with him, but never stop pray for him.
you can bickered him, but never hate him.
you can stay away from him, but never leave him.

that's your father. one of the reason why Allah s.w.t still allow you to be alive no matter how screw you are. because beside your mom, he the one who always pray for you. who never forget you. who love you... *tears

just be good to him, will you?

happy birthday to me.