TC

in English TC is Love's Bridge. i don't want people to find my blog if i write the actual title.

god, aku tak sangka aku blh tgk cerita ni. as always, my curiosity take control. i am just trying to understand why people go crazy about this story.

as always (again), i am going to comment some of the things that related to the drama. oh fyi, i only watch the important scene so i did cut out all the unnecessary thing and characters.

1.  domestic violence
i think i mention this before on my previous review of a drama. i really don't like the issue of domestic violence been coated with 'candy-fairytale' story. i mean yes people can change and repent. everybody make mistake and deserve an apology if they really meant it.

the conflict at the beginning (where all the chaos started) seem to explain and show just in a brief one episode. they don't even show the photo that make Harris get angry at Aisyah (sorry if i missed that moment but yes i didn't see it). then he got really angry, throw out his wife at the street (well to be precise only at their house's gate) and make Aisyah miscarriage (and other health side effect).

maybe i am feminist that i really cannot forgive this kind of treatment. if you love someone, i dont expect you to pampered her with love and comfort. but i do believe at least you must respect the person that you love. misunderstand is normal in any relationship but the guy who first make a war in their relationship. he dont believe her, dont respect her for just a merely unrecognised proof.

*bloopers: god this rayyan voices is like Yu Un (matluthfi's chinese friend in Ninja video).  but with a lot of annoyance.
*fyi i am writing this entry while listening to video of this drama. that's how uninteresting it is to me.

domestic violence is a serious matter. so dear writer can you please give a solution to that matter rather than giving up to fantasy fairytale? what if we take out the rich part of the hero character? what if the hero is really a cruel psycho (like jennifer lopez's husband in her movie; 'Enough')? what if the heroine really got nothing (high education or good career) to support her after the tragedy? who is she need to seek for support? what if she really poor and cannot do anything to fight for her justice?

i think as a writer you have to think the worst case, you have to wear both white and black hat to make a good judgement on the next plot of the story. yes this is dramaland where people want an escapism from the reality but still, you have to be realistic and relevant.

okay enough rambling. what is your point?

this drama is a pretence that don't solve the issue of domestic violence.

2. i hate sweet talker with 'pretending-husky' voice like zul ariffin. okay, his voice is naturally husky but stop overdo it. sorry, your charm is so not cool. i miss beto khusyairy and faizal tahir. and noh hujan. *if you ask they are the coolest real husband and celebrity

*bloopers: barren is really a sensitive issue. so stop being an annoyance dear mother in law. seriously.

3. i don't have any reason to stay watch it. seriously. oh, apart from i am really mesmerised from fatin nabilah's beauty.

urghh i should stop watching it.

bye!

of this and that

here some issues that got my attention today

1. SPM

watched vioe of thinker studio about spm and stuff. i like one statement that come from a beautiful mc

'yes, i just got 2A. actually i intentionally do that. before spm, i already decide to enter uitm so i check out the qualification to enter mascom. so i study only to pass that qualification. why bother study many thing if you already know what you want. i want to be in entertainment biz so i wont bother about math, add math and stuff'

ok the last statement is actually a short form from her long conversation.

i think she is truly right. why i dont even think like that before this. why youtube is not exist when i am taking spm (ehem actually my home internet is quit low in connection at that time) so i can get many wisdom words from matluthfi and other youtubers. CAPITAL WHYYY?

ahah.no need to be drama. i actually think there is a weakness in education system at that time. to be specific, i just think that my school environment are filled with students want to achieve straight A's, getting A in curriculum, be on news, make teacher proud and stuff. well they said it is the best school in town and sometime i do feel proud. but i always think ' so what will happen to students like me who never in dreams will achieve that straight a's target?'. to be realistic no matter how motivate and hardworking you are if it is not your rezeki then it will not happen.

i tell you i am doing everything that a nerd students would do. i seldom stay at library to study (and sleep), i watch amalina che bakri's video for inspirational (before she stop being innocent), i burn the midnight oil (and fell sleep at the most time of course), making cute notes and more. but i only achieved half of the target.

that's my fate. become the plain person who record no achievement on school board. next stage, university. when choosing university and course, i have a low self esteem so i choose uitm (excuse me hanis zalikha and yuna also go there so no need to feel shame). then for the course, i only choose the one related to math because i am quit confident in it (i am not excellent in add math but i love to find the way to solve it).

ambition?
i'll think about it later. maybe after graduate (five years after graduate i still dont know my ambition)

but i know what i love.
i love to read and write. i love to imagine things from scratch. i love to make a philosophy and have a deep thinking even with simple matter. i love to help people and soothen their worries.

i am not really interested in gaining a lot of money (even though i realllllllly need it right now). i want to be happy and grateful with whatever i have. i dont want to be saved, but i always want to be a saviour.

i really not interested to get things sell. but i really glad if i can give someone a helping hand. i am more into service lady.

but the world is already full with extrovert person making huge achievement and leaving this shy introvert girl far behind. i lost but i just stick to the things that make me happy. my family, books, my sacred laptop and friends. but i know i cant be this comfortable forever. i must push myself. it just.....like katy perry said ;

'you say move on where do i go' (*i did mention this statement before, right?)

it's mean i have no place for me in this world, taylor.

hey, btw hear this philosophy. god, i really love dahlia sazlan (thinker studio. she the one i talk about at the beginning) for her interesting thought.

'i would not like a man who try to woo me by treating me extra-well (ex; pulling chair, taking food for you, singing lullaby). what if he dont like me, would he do the same thing? a manner and feeling is a very different thing guys. you must treat all woman kindly (yes, man also. treat all living creature well)'

tak faham. ok silalah tgk balik video tu. mmg semua pun tak faham apa dia cuba sampaikan.
haha
but you get my point right?

whatever