the random talk

Assalamualaikum

Life and death.
I am just coming home from a funeral.
So one's life is taken away, leaving the people behind. His destiny has been decided.  And ours? Yet to come.
Pray Al-Fatihah for they whom in the other world far from us. May we take their life journey as a lesson and to keep us remember who are we in this world.

Huh. Actually I want to talk about the recent drama that i watched. But maybe not today. Or at least i will not post it in nearly days.

Okay updating my life. So i decide to took vacation for a month in December. Oh my god, i'm really looking forward for my trip to Mecca. I should start study now or else i will become blur. Huh, i really want to go there, find myself and the answer about my life that maybe i can't get here in Malaysia. They said travelling people are the wisest people. Because they are aware of how little they are taking stroll in somewhere strange place all over the world. I want to start my dream traveling trip with Mecca. Pray to Allah He will ease my step.

Then, i got new car. Okay, it is actually a gift from my parent but i promised to be responsible of it (the monthly payment that takes 9 years to settle). Yes, a car for a small employee like me is like a big liability. Don't even mention about the teardrops fallen when i have to pay my education debt. Tsk tsk. Me old would never thought life would be this hard. I mean, i used to take easy on everything. I dont have plan for my life. I just doing what my friend do, following the norm and at last stranded in an abandon desert not knowing what to do. And right now i just take a stroll and wondering around searching for a signal. Well yes, the car will make your life go smoothly but seriously i am a simple minded, traditional type who prefer living in a countryside (like the village in Family Outing or Invincible Youth) that are far from modernization. Because i am tired of it.

Ahh..what i am talking about actually?
Okay, stop that melodrama story. Look at the bright side.
I naming the car Hyuga, because I think it is as difficult as the character Tohru Hyuga from Rich man Poor Man.
Haha. Okay I lied. I just really love that character so I put that name on my new awesome belonging. Well you know one of the weird thing university students (ladies precisely) is to name their stuff (well not only university student did that i think). It is a cute side of girl actually that WILL NOT be reveal to the guy because they just love being cute with their belonging. A senior of mine named her car with Leman, and there is Fatih, Serai, Kuda. A car to woman is like a man. We will never understand it but we will always take care of it. Haha that's so lame.

I used to name my mother car as Shinichi (Chiaki Shinichi from Nodame Cantabile), my first love. Like Shinichi (the character), that car also my first love. I just love it even though we really have many rough moment, that i think if it is a human, he will just yelling 'Bitch!' at me.

That's it the entry that randomly written due to my excitement about the new car. And my sadness about someone death. Someone may not be important to us, but we have to respect his/her family sadness over his/her leaving. When i think about it again, we may not having a marriage ceremony in our life, but we always have a funeral ceremony. The 100% fair thing in this world is death, so I will not going to complain about it. The world is just not ours, guys.