Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
Tak, entri ni bukan pasal buku yg popular tu.
Ini tentang perkara yg aku rasa, maybe in some luck aku blh luahkan perasaan kat certain2 org tu. I am an introvert so writing might the best way to express it.
1. Tentang sahabat
Aku ada macam2 jnis kwn. Aku rasa aku ada split personaliti yg blh join group paling gila (tp x popular, as always i do avoid flashlight) dan blh join group yg paling baik (at least they always remind me about God,not because they are maksum without sin or what).
So, dearest my really really good friends, you guys know who you are in my life. I am not avoiding you because i hate you or just want to forget what we have been through. I love you but i am a sucker when it comes to practicality. You know, i never remember your birthday or seldom contact you guys through facebook or whats app. I am just a silent observer in our group chat. I do want to do what you guys always do, like before. I really try to have that kind of live. But i am a coward, a chicken, that stuck into a life that i dont expect. I cannot face you guys anymore because i really ashamed of who i become. But, in Allah will, i will always love you guys more than anything. I can feel the tingling in my heart right now (is that a correct word?). I am sorry for being such a loser. And you guys always be the thing that make me strong, during a hard time.
Thank you.
Sorry.
I love you.
I miss you.
Sorry again.
2. Kentang Kehidupan
Ohh..i'll think about it tomorrow.
Wednesday, 22 June 2016
Tuesday, 14 June 2016
I am not hostile, i am annoyed
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
This morning i watch tele & somehow end up with a malay drama.a novel adaptations drama. Well as usual it piss me off to watch the cliche story so i wrote a review on goodreads. But i think i want to talk more about that in this holy blog. *avoiding that novel fans
ok i never read the novel. I got irritated just to read the synopsis. My point is this novel offer distraction, not solution.
The story is about one bright girl who being rape by someone he trust. And that guy just left her alone. A douchebag. Okay, this is the problem. So what the solution?
Hey guess what, that girl no need to think of the solution. She just shut up her mouth, mourning and keep her anger inside while decide to receive a hand of marriage. Problem solve, now the society dont have to judge if her tummy getting bigger because she got a good caring husband that accept her for who she is. Applaud.
Totally a no solution storyline. What about the rape victim out there that found nobody, no man to support her from receiving hatred, social pressure of having an 'out-of-marriage child '*ok seriously i dont know the term for that in english.
At least cecilia ahern in where the rainbows end had some solution for that social issue. Although rosie did sex for her own will, she dont expect a child at such early age. Screw the boy, even her best friend (slash secretly love her) Alex dont suddenly show up and said " i will be responsible with the baby". Noooo.
Cecilia had some rationality. She dont give distraction, but solution. Rosie face the reality. She losing her bright chance in Boston Uni, living her life as tough as she can to raise up Katie. That dark phase of life had give her strength and lesson to enter next phase of her promising bright future.
Rape victim get an unforgetful trauma, an unforgiven sin for the rapist. Screw up some of the malay novel who make it into romance (victim and rapist) under justification 'everyone can change' 'he will end up be a good man and make u happy'. Not in real life, maam!
Back to the topic, i didnt say any of the victim dont deserve good fate with good man. But rather than offering a prince with saving armor and cheesy romance (that totally not solving the problem) why not writing some inspiring story of how the woman alone can solve her problem. Give them a hope that she by herself can get up and keep move on towards a bright future.
Huh...ntah pape jela aku bebel.
Sebab aku jadi annoy bekerja kat tempat yg dipenuhi buku annoying spt ini.
I wish i could work with an indie book co,where people write true story, a genuine story teller rather than chasing for royalty and drama adaptation offer. Maybe thats why write nurul syahida feels to give up this path of her life.
Maybe like her, i am not hostile. I am just annoyed.
Greetings.
This morning i watch tele & somehow end up with a malay drama.a novel adaptations drama. Well as usual it piss me off to watch the cliche story so i wrote a review on goodreads. But i think i want to talk more about that in this holy blog. *avoiding that novel fans
ok i never read the novel. I got irritated just to read the synopsis. My point is this novel offer distraction, not solution.
The story is about one bright girl who being rape by someone he trust. And that guy just left her alone. A douchebag. Okay, this is the problem. So what the solution?
Hey guess what, that girl no need to think of the solution. She just shut up her mouth, mourning and keep her anger inside while decide to receive a hand of marriage. Problem solve, now the society dont have to judge if her tummy getting bigger because she got a good caring husband that accept her for who she is. Applaud.
Totally a no solution storyline. What about the rape victim out there that found nobody, no man to support her from receiving hatred, social pressure of having an 'out-of-marriage child '*ok seriously i dont know the term for that in english.
At least cecilia ahern in where the rainbows end had some solution for that social issue. Although rosie did sex for her own will, she dont expect a child at such early age. Screw the boy, even her best friend (slash secretly love her) Alex dont suddenly show up and said " i will be responsible with the baby". Noooo.
Cecilia had some rationality. She dont give distraction, but solution. Rosie face the reality. She losing her bright chance in Boston Uni, living her life as tough as she can to raise up Katie. That dark phase of life had give her strength and lesson to enter next phase of her promising bright future.
Rape victim get an unforgetful trauma, an unforgiven sin for the rapist. Screw up some of the malay novel who make it into romance (victim and rapist) under justification 'everyone can change' 'he will end up be a good man and make u happy'. Not in real life, maam!
Back to the topic, i didnt say any of the victim dont deserve good fate with good man. But rather than offering a prince with saving armor and cheesy romance (that totally not solving the problem) why not writing some inspiring story of how the woman alone can solve her problem. Give them a hope that she by herself can get up and keep move on towards a bright future.
Huh...ntah pape jela aku bebel.
Sebab aku jadi annoy bekerja kat tempat yg dipenuhi buku annoying spt ini.
I wish i could work with an indie book co,where people write true story, a genuine story teller rather than chasing for royalty and drama adaptation offer. Maybe thats why write nurul syahida feels to give up this path of her life.
Maybe like her, i am not hostile. I am just annoyed.
Friday, 3 June 2016
Me you they
Assalamualaikum
Oh dear god, why must i post this entry just to get asleep? Right now i am under depression after reading until the last page of me before you-jojo moyes. Dear god, i am having a roller coaster of emotions. Mind my language because i am really in misery.
For godsake this is not the first time i watch/read a hearbroken story ended with death. Aya in 1 litre of tears never fails to make me cry everytime i watch that drama.
So what is the different between Aya and Will?
1. Aya is innocent young girl who never had chance to grow up and be normal teenagers, adult. Will had the chance to live boldly for the past 30 years. So he really know how bloody aweful, fantastic, horrible, incredible life is. But Aya knows nothing and live modestly as she is.
2. Aya's innocent make her so positive in life, even with her awful disease which is not much different from Will. However, we had to count the gender issue here. Will is a man who once has everything that make him a real man. Really successful job, sophisticated girlfriend , wild busy town life. When he lose everything, he just cant accept it. He has the ego of man who does not wanted to be care or control by others.
3. Yes, aya experienced a pure puppy love with asou haruto. She had to let go of him consider he has bright future compare to just being beside a sick girl. On the other hand, Loisa is Will's last love and he had let her go because she is not enough for him. He had the power to change his mind and be with her, but that is not how Will Treynor seems like. Instead of being care, he want to take care of her. He hate to have a thought that one day Louisa will sick of him. He no longer a man who take risk. Because he know he can't take another dissapointment and rejection. He is firm with his word...even until the end4.
4. Aya fight to the end. Which means, even it is very noble of her parents...but those years sure tiring her parent to take care of her. In ideal life, everyone would agree to that. But sometimes in reality you just have to let it go. Do you ever think how much medical expense in a year they had to go through as in they are not a wealthy family?
Aya is one of the person who endured it till the end. Will is the person who firmly decide his path of life. Both of them undergoes a sufferings that normal people never know unless they had it. In my opinion, neither of them make the wrong decision, because everyone had a different life. At least give them their right in life and death.
Both of them rarely know Allah, the God of Mankind. One mistake that they did is they dont know Allah, they dont ask for His guidance. So let us, the so called muslim, the one who never grateful with his/her life, live the way Allah want us to be. Even you are dying from the worst disease, dont give up. Nabi Daud had the worst disease of mankind history never lose hope in Allah.
Till then.bye
Oh dear god, why must i post this entry just to get asleep? Right now i am under depression after reading until the last page of me before you-jojo moyes. Dear god, i am having a roller coaster of emotions. Mind my language because i am really in misery.
For godsake this is not the first time i watch/read a hearbroken story ended with death. Aya in 1 litre of tears never fails to make me cry everytime i watch that drama.
So what is the different between Aya and Will?
1. Aya is innocent young girl who never had chance to grow up and be normal teenagers, adult. Will had the chance to live boldly for the past 30 years. So he really know how bloody aweful, fantastic, horrible, incredible life is. But Aya knows nothing and live modestly as she is.
2. Aya's innocent make her so positive in life, even with her awful disease which is not much different from Will. However, we had to count the gender issue here. Will is a man who once has everything that make him a real man. Really successful job, sophisticated girlfriend , wild busy town life. When he lose everything, he just cant accept it. He has the ego of man who does not wanted to be care or control by others.
3. Yes, aya experienced a pure puppy love with asou haruto. She had to let go of him consider he has bright future compare to just being beside a sick girl. On the other hand, Loisa is Will's last love and he had let her go because she is not enough for him. He had the power to change his mind and be with her, but that is not how Will Treynor seems like. Instead of being care, he want to take care of her. He hate to have a thought that one day Louisa will sick of him. He no longer a man who take risk. Because he know he can't take another dissapointment and rejection. He is firm with his word...even until the end4.
4. Aya fight to the end. Which means, even it is very noble of her parents...but those years sure tiring her parent to take care of her. In ideal life, everyone would agree to that. But sometimes in reality you just have to let it go. Do you ever think how much medical expense in a year they had to go through as in they are not a wealthy family?
Aya is one of the person who endured it till the end. Will is the person who firmly decide his path of life. Both of them undergoes a sufferings that normal people never know unless they had it. In my opinion, neither of them make the wrong decision, because everyone had a different life. At least give them their right in life and death.
Both of them rarely know Allah, the God of Mankind. One mistake that they did is they dont know Allah, they dont ask for His guidance. So let us, the so called muslim, the one who never grateful with his/her life, live the way Allah want us to be. Even you are dying from the worst disease, dont give up. Nabi Daud had the worst disease of mankind history never lose hope in Allah.
Till then.bye
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