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Assalamualaikum
Oh dear god, why must i post this entry just to get asleep? Right now i am under depression after reading until the last page of me before you-jojo moyes. Dear god, i am having a roller coaster of emotions. Mind my language because i am really in misery.

For godsake this is not the first time i watch/read a hearbroken story ended with death. Aya in 1 litre of tears never fails to make me cry everytime i watch that drama.

So what is the different between Aya and Will?

1. Aya is innocent young girl who never had chance to grow up and be normal teenagers, adult. Will had the chance to live boldly for the past 30 years. So he really know how bloody aweful, fantastic, horrible, incredible life is. But Aya knows nothing and live modestly as she is.
2. Aya's innocent make her so positive in life, even with her awful disease which is not much different from Will. However, we had to count the gender issue here. Will is a man who once has everything that make him a real man. Really successful job, sophisticated girlfriend , wild busy town life. When he lose everything, he just cant accept it. He has the ego of man who does not wanted to be care or control by others.
3. Yes, aya experienced a pure puppy love with asou haruto. She had to let go of him consider he has bright future compare to just being beside a sick girl. On the other hand, Loisa is Will's last love and he had let her go because she is not enough for him. He had the power to change his mind and be with her, but that is not how Will Treynor seems like. Instead of being care, he want to take care of her. He hate to have a thought that one day Louisa will sick of him. He no longer a man who take risk. Because he know he can't take another dissapointment and rejection. He is firm with his word...even until the end4.
4. Aya fight to the end. Which means, even it is very noble of her parents...but those years sure tiring her parent to take care of her. In ideal life, everyone would agree to that. But sometimes in reality you just have to let it go. Do you ever think how much medical expense in a year they had to go through as in they are not a wealthy family?

Aya is one of the person who endured it till the end. Will is the person who firmly decide his path of life. Both of them undergoes a sufferings that normal people never know unless they had it. In my opinion, neither of them make the wrong decision, because everyone had a different life. At least give them their right in life and death.
Both of them rarely know Allah, the God of Mankind.  One mistake that they did is they dont know Allah, they dont ask for His guidance. So let us, the so called muslim, the one who never grateful with his/her life, live the way Allah want us to be. Even you are dying from the worst disease, dont give up. Nabi Daud had the worst disease of mankind history never lose hope in Allah.
Till then.bye