Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
In this economic crisis, i am not the right person to give advice about how you can save money & bla bla yada yada. but me as a youth, and maybe a little bit as an introvert person one of the way to survive in this hard world is through fasting.
Wow, is this some kind of new discovery? nope, of course not. well all the muslim know already the basic five 'rukun iman' that make us muslim. so it is not a new thing isn't it?
1. fasting on media social
If u are a businessman or woman, media social are likely the most convinient income source. so yes, how can you say no to media social?
But aren't you aware that most people nowadays are too into it and it no longer become the exclusive thing that make your business different?
Why not trying something new, an approach that directly come to the right person. like i often see an advert about selling 'slimming pills', 'ubat utk tinggi', 'whitening pills' on celebrity instagram. it is like 'you are so penyibuk, dude'.
So establish your own media, a blog, whatsoever so you can distinguish your private life and job. fasting from media social can save you from unreasonable tempting of new shoes, new dress and also can reduce stress of seeing somebody grand life (that make you want to buy those shoes).
Maybe my opinion is wrong but i really think some of media social had become the place where everyone want to show off. so fasting from media social maybe can help you to avoid from joining the forces of showing off by buying unnecessary thing.
Wait i think my word are so twisted that i also hard to understand. excuse my english.
2. fasting
Yes this might help you a lot. fasting to save cost for food. but seriously really really hard to practice.
But admit it when u eat less u might losing weight and thus make your body healthier. there no such cases of somebody die because of fasting.
It also help you from being a show off person in media social (uploading food picture is truly annoying way to show off).
No i am not interested with your food unless you treat everyone who like or comment on that post.
Well maybe thats all. i will think about it tomorrow. or day after tomorrow.
Shish...why cant we have a dumb day that we can freely not to think about anything.
Thats life, dude.
Saturday, 25 February 2017
Wednesday, 15 February 2017
the curious case of hanashinichi
Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.
pergh tajuk.
canggih.
Well here my week review, the things that i curious that i become sleepless.
i hate my curiousity.
duhh.
1. Transgender issue
well few days ago i read a magazine and as i flipping the page, i saw a very beautiful girl picture. me, as the legend of very unpretty ignorant girl just sigh and thought 'lucky you, girl. you have flawless skin'. i dont even care the pretty izara aisyah cover story but continue to read this 'girl' story. as i going through the words... 'transgender', 'pondan', and all the negative stigma relating to this girl (of course, the society stigma. it is not that the writer is writing something bad about her), i lose my breath for a while.
serious? this beautiful lady is... is a man?
god. even a man is this pretty how am i going to survive in this harsh world?
ok thats not the issue. i dont hate these people. eventhough a day before that i had a 'little' argument with someone like that (hate him for being a dramaqueen. and no, he just lembut, not in the level of undergoes surgery). anyway, i am just curious about these type of people. seriously. people say they (lelaki lembut we malaysian call it) are easygoing with girls but yeah i dont have much deals with them in my life. they always be a man in my eye so i am still not comfortable to be friend with them. and i am an introvert, a bored person so they usually hate this kind of person.
so what is your point?
okay my point is, i am very curious about this topic. my angelic side thought that 'they just want to find escapnism ni their life. although it is still wrong in our religion to change our identity'. my demonic side just thought 'screw them, they just selfish'.
no. of course they are not. all of us have our own struggle. some people have struggle with money, family, career and even with ourselves. we all have the bad side that sometimes we forget to ask for His forgiveness, and makes us do the same mistakes again and again until it become part of us. for example people who like to spread gossips and rumours. at first, they might feel bit guilty for having bad thought about others.like 'what if he/she know what i say about him/her'. and then when they ignore the guilt and repeat the same mistake, it end up with the attitude of 'screw her/him. i can say whatever i want. and i always right'.
maybe the bad side of transgender is so obvious that people always have negative stigma about them. but i admit, no matter what these trangender said to defend themselves, it just seem doesn't right. i dont know. it how i feel. like i said, i am barely know any of them close enough that i will understand their feelings. but maybe i can relate to my bad side. of course whatever i said to defend myself, if the action or attitude is wrong, it is still wrong.
that's why we must always ask forgiveness from Him and let He guide us. always.
yeah, it is really not related to this 'the danish girl' movie. i just love eddie performance.
( fyi i only watch the trailer. and few scene of the movie. but serious the story really interesting). and yeah this is a true story.
2. gong yoo
duhh...is this related to the topic?
yes, because i am always curious about him everyday since goblin is aired.
@.@
to tell you the truth (duhh, who cares?), i am really not into him in his early career.
coffee prince? he just gay (making annoying face)
spy girl? he don't fit her! (i realllllly love the heroine. she so pure in acting (as far as i know))
my tutor friend? who is that annoying brat (gong yoo? who is he?dont care)
biscuit teacher and star candy? he is annoying (again). and i only watch 4 episode.
big? shit i want that cute boy to be alive. not him!
then years later after ups and down in my interest of korean actor...
Train to busan.
i blame my bros for pleading me to watch this movie with them in cinema.
and i fall in love so deep with him in this scene.
god gracious...how can you be so charming.
okay, take it easy.
then goblin strike my heart like Katrina hurricane.
shit.
i love him that i forget about my innocent park bogum (bogum? who's that?)
and my curiousity end up with peeking all his great movies.
dogani; love his commitment in social issue (not dared to watch for some personal issue)
finding mr destiny; god he's cute in nerdy character
a man and a woman; maybe someday i will watch. because it seem to be a lot of kiss in that movie (not interest in that)
the suspect; on my movie listing but my soul is not ready for action movie. but love the storyline
and another one is about politic movie. i pass it for now because... yeah too lazy to be a deep thinker.
yes, i am curious about him. but it doesn't mean i agreed with every work that he do (*cough s diary).
curiosity must be driven with knowledge and faith in God.
that's how we don't get killed like 'the curious cat'.
adios.
Greetings.
pergh tajuk.
canggih.
Well here my week review, the things that i curious that i become sleepless.
i hate my curiousity.
duhh.
1. Transgender issue
well few days ago i read a magazine and as i flipping the page, i saw a very beautiful girl picture. me, as the legend of very unpretty ignorant girl just sigh and thought 'lucky you, girl. you have flawless skin'. i dont even care the pretty izara aisyah cover story but continue to read this 'girl' story. as i going through the words... 'transgender', 'pondan', and all the negative stigma relating to this girl (of course, the society stigma. it is not that the writer is writing something bad about her), i lose my breath for a while.
serious? this beautiful lady is... is a man?
god. even a man is this pretty how am i going to survive in this harsh world?
ok thats not the issue. i dont hate these people. eventhough a day before that i had a 'little' argument with someone like that (hate him for being a dramaqueen. and no, he just lembut, not in the level of undergoes surgery). anyway, i am just curious about these type of people. seriously. people say they (lelaki lembut we malaysian call it) are easygoing with girls but yeah i dont have much deals with them in my life. they always be a man in my eye so i am still not comfortable to be friend with them. and i am an introvert, a bored person so they usually hate this kind of person.
so what is your point?
okay my point is, i am very curious about this topic. my angelic side thought that 'they just want to find escapnism ni their life. although it is still wrong in our religion to change our identity'. my demonic side just thought 'screw them, they just selfish'.
no. of course they are not. all of us have our own struggle. some people have struggle with money, family, career and even with ourselves. we all have the bad side that sometimes we forget to ask for His forgiveness, and makes us do the same mistakes again and again until it become part of us. for example people who like to spread gossips and rumours. at first, they might feel bit guilty for having bad thought about others.like 'what if he/she know what i say about him/her'. and then when they ignore the guilt and repeat the same mistake, it end up with the attitude of 'screw her/him. i can say whatever i want. and i always right'.
maybe the bad side of transgender is so obvious that people always have negative stigma about them. but i admit, no matter what these trangender said to defend themselves, it just seem doesn't right. i dont know. it how i feel. like i said, i am barely know any of them close enough that i will understand their feelings. but maybe i can relate to my bad side. of course whatever i said to defend myself, if the action or attitude is wrong, it is still wrong.
that's why we must always ask forgiveness from Him and let He guide us. always.
yeah, it is really not related to this 'the danish girl' movie. i just love eddie performance.
( fyi i only watch the trailer. and few scene of the movie. but serious the story really interesting). and yeah this is a true story.
2. gong yoo
duhh...is this related to the topic?
yes, because i am always curious about him everyday since goblin is aired.
to tell you the truth (duhh, who cares?), i am really not into him in his early career.
coffee prince? he just gay (making annoying face)
spy girl? he don't fit her! (i realllllly love the heroine. she so pure in acting (as far as i know))
my tutor friend? who is that annoying brat (gong yoo? who is he?dont care)
biscuit teacher and star candy? he is annoying (again). and i only watch 4 episode.
big? shit i want that cute boy to be alive. not him!
then years later after ups and down in my interest of korean actor...
Train to busan.
i blame my bros for pleading me to watch this movie with them in cinema.
and i fall in love so deep with him in this scene.
god gracious...how can you be so charming.
okay, take it easy.
then goblin strike my heart like Katrina hurricane.
shit.
i love him that i forget about my innocent park bogum (bogum? who's that?)
and my curiousity end up with peeking all his great movies.
dogani; love his commitment in social issue (not dared to watch for some personal issue)
finding mr destiny; god he's cute in nerdy character
a man and a woman; maybe someday i will watch. because it seem to be a lot of kiss in that movie (not interest in that)
the suspect; on my movie listing but my soul is not ready for action movie. but love the storyline
and another one is about politic movie. i pass it for now because... yeah too lazy to be a deep thinker.
yes, i am curious about him. but it doesn't mean i agreed with every work that he do (*cough s diary).
curiosity must be driven with knowledge and faith in God.
that's how we don't get killed like 'the curious cat'.
adios.
Wednesday, 8 February 2017
Keeping up with kim shin
Assalamualaikum
Greetings!
What am i up these days?
*god, kau ingat kau kim k ke
Ofkos...u wont expect anything happen in my life.cause i am a drama queen.
It means i dont have life, i just watching people life. or the imaginary life the drama writer show us.
1.Goblin
Yeah like millions of fan out day, i cant get over with it. i would say the drama is cute and refreshing at the same time. ohhh i am so bad at giving drama review. i dont know, maybe how well everybody work in that drama really attract me. the heroine is (*as usual) funny, cute, chicky, and sometimes clumsy but she also matured as the story goes by. indeed she is a mature kid since she had to live with a cruel aunt. it is just kim shin brought light in her life and she shine beautifully. i know the story is really out of our believe in Islam but just take the good side of it.
Yeah the bromance is what i mean by good side.
And gong yo's hotness and cuteness.
And dok hwa too. (his name is seung jae btw but deok hwa seem to fit him)
Stop it.
2. Saimdang light diary
Go find yourself the picture of this drama. haha actually i forget the name of the main actress but all i can say about her is elegant.from head to toe. like audrey hepburn.
At first i was like 'duhh 30 ep is too long. i cant stand with long drama'. but i am forced to download it (bcoz when i watching online, the subtitle got screw up) & there you go. four episode in one day row. pheww.
I am glad this is 100% pre produce drama bcoz it means they dont care about ratings but the quality of work. i am gonna suppport this drama cause it is the second drama after princess man that i adore the heroine strong character. plus the lead actress (still dont get her name) is so beautiful that you would give your hat down, an elegant yet respectful lady.
That i dream to become one.
3. dierrhea
I dont know if i spell it right. one night while driving home from work,suddenly i got emotional after listening to one songs. it is about friends (or maybe can be lover) that had dream together, spending so much hardship together and they promise even the future (or present) aint got better, he/she will still be there for that friend.
Then i got home, got stomach ache, and finally at 3 am threw everything that i eat thay day until i feel uncautious.
Yeah that is bad. i feel like some anorexia nervosa patient.
Alhamdulillah everything got better now. maybe i am just too stressful, too tired with life that my body begin to throw tantrum. but what can i do, encik badan. i am not eun tak who have her 900+ yr handsome guardian next to her. not also saimdang/ji yoon who even had screw life but remain as respectful, fine lady with brain.
I just have to survive.
Even sometimes i am alone in this survival, i just have to move on.
And even sometime if i happen to forget one of those precious friends of mine ... just so u know you guys make me diearhea for just missing all our moments together.
Hoho should it be romantic or discusting (i mean if you see the muntah, it is totally...soo not romantic).
What a messy wrap i made there.
Greetings!
What am i up these days?
*god, kau ingat kau kim k ke
Ofkos...u wont expect anything happen in my life.cause i am a drama queen.
It means i dont have life, i just watching people life. or the imaginary life the drama writer show us.
1.Goblin
Yeah like millions of fan out day, i cant get over with it. i would say the drama is cute and refreshing at the same time. ohhh i am so bad at giving drama review. i dont know, maybe how well everybody work in that drama really attract me. the heroine is (*as usual) funny, cute, chicky, and sometimes clumsy but she also matured as the story goes by. indeed she is a mature kid since she had to live with a cruel aunt. it is just kim shin brought light in her life and she shine beautifully. i know the story is really out of our believe in Islam but just take the good side of it.
Yeah the bromance is what i mean by good side.
And gong yo's hotness and cuteness.
And dok hwa too. (his name is seung jae btw but deok hwa seem to fit him)
Stop it.
2. Saimdang light diary
Go find yourself the picture of this drama. haha actually i forget the name of the main actress but all i can say about her is elegant.from head to toe. like audrey hepburn.
At first i was like 'duhh 30 ep is too long. i cant stand with long drama'. but i am forced to download it (bcoz when i watching online, the subtitle got screw up) & there you go. four episode in one day row. pheww.
I am glad this is 100% pre produce drama bcoz it means they dont care about ratings but the quality of work. i am gonna suppport this drama cause it is the second drama after princess man that i adore the heroine strong character. plus the lead actress (still dont get her name) is so beautiful that you would give your hat down, an elegant yet respectful lady.
That i dream to become one.
3. dierrhea
I dont know if i spell it right. one night while driving home from work,suddenly i got emotional after listening to one songs. it is about friends (or maybe can be lover) that had dream together, spending so much hardship together and they promise even the future (or present) aint got better, he/she will still be there for that friend.
Then i got home, got stomach ache, and finally at 3 am threw everything that i eat thay day until i feel uncautious.
Yeah that is bad. i feel like some anorexia nervosa patient.
Alhamdulillah everything got better now. maybe i am just too stressful, too tired with life that my body begin to throw tantrum. but what can i do, encik badan. i am not eun tak who have her 900+ yr handsome guardian next to her. not also saimdang/ji yoon who even had screw life but remain as respectful, fine lady with brain.
I just have to survive.
Even sometimes i am alone in this survival, i just have to move on.
And even sometime if i happen to forget one of those precious friends of mine ... just so u know you guys make me diearhea for just missing all our moments together.
Hoho should it be romantic or discusting (i mean if you see the muntah, it is totally...soo not romantic).
What a messy wrap i made there.
Thursday, 2 February 2017
Nobody cares
Assalamualaikum.
Finally i got the nerves to spill my..... whatever shit i have in my mind.
I am telling you i am living in a really really funny world. i am living in the world where woman had to kerah all their keringat to get a good result, good job and good man. for me all those things are not destined to be mine.
So yeah i had to be nerdy going back and forth to library, worrying about exam every fucking night and still not good enough as other brilliant girl in my school.
Second after all those struggling years in study i got fucking zero idea about job world. tell you i had to deal with fucking many deals just to pass my exam, so when is it time for me thinking about job prospect. i am an introvert, i struggling each seconds i act in front of people bcause basically i am afraid of them.
I got this job just because i cant stand to be jobless eventhough just two months finishing my university life. you know old people just cant stand this young lady doing nothing and clueless. i cant be damsel in distress because i dont have that elegant look of fine englishwoman in 20 century.
And in my job, i had to be tough like a man. mentally and physically. so that tire me up. i am independent yet exhausted woman but yes who care. nobody care. no man care.
And thats why i am so piss off by people who just do the talk of 'u should so that' 'u should do this' 'u are so this' 'u are so that'. just shut up ok. i just want to live quietly. because a screw girl like me just need a silence to keep herself calm.
Got it? zip your mouth if you dont give damn care about me (*because duhh so do i). ignoring me would be better (*who need u anyway).
This entry is not for particular person. it is for you who love judging people as if in your life u never make mistake.
Even if yes nobody cares.
Finally i got the nerves to spill my..... whatever shit i have in my mind.
I am telling you i am living in a really really funny world. i am living in the world where woman had to kerah all their keringat to get a good result, good job and good man. for me all those things are not destined to be mine.
So yeah i had to be nerdy going back and forth to library, worrying about exam every fucking night and still not good enough as other brilliant girl in my school.
Second after all those struggling years in study i got fucking zero idea about job world. tell you i had to deal with fucking many deals just to pass my exam, so when is it time for me thinking about job prospect. i am an introvert, i struggling each seconds i act in front of people bcause basically i am afraid of them.
I got this job just because i cant stand to be jobless eventhough just two months finishing my university life. you know old people just cant stand this young lady doing nothing and clueless. i cant be damsel in distress because i dont have that elegant look of fine englishwoman in 20 century.
And in my job, i had to be tough like a man. mentally and physically. so that tire me up. i am independent yet exhausted woman but yes who care. nobody care. no man care.
And thats why i am so piss off by people who just do the talk of 'u should so that' 'u should do this' 'u are so this' 'u are so that'. just shut up ok. i just want to live quietly. because a screw girl like me just need a silence to keep herself calm.
Got it? zip your mouth if you dont give damn care about me (*because duhh so do i). ignoring me would be better (*who need u anyway).
This entry is not for particular person. it is for you who love judging people as if in your life u never make mistake.
Even if yes nobody cares.
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