Greetings.
pergh tajuk.
canggih.
Well here my week review, the things that i curious that i become sleepless.
i hate my curiousity.
duhh.
1. Transgender issue
well few days ago i read a magazine and as i flipping the page, i saw a very beautiful girl picture. me, as the legend of very unpretty ignorant girl just sigh and thought 'lucky you, girl. you have flawless skin'. i dont even care the pretty izara aisyah cover story but continue to read this 'girl' story. as i going through the words... 'transgender', 'pondan', and all the negative stigma relating to this girl (of course, the society stigma. it is not that the writer is writing something bad about her), i lose my breath for a while.
serious? this beautiful lady is... is a man?
god. even a man is this pretty how am i going to survive in this harsh world?
ok thats not the issue. i dont hate these people. eventhough a day before that i had a 'little' argument with someone like that (hate him for being a dramaqueen. and no, he just lembut, not in the level of undergoes surgery). anyway, i am just curious about these type of people. seriously. people say they (lelaki lembut we malaysian call it) are easygoing with girls but yeah i dont have much deals with them in my life. they always be a man in my eye so i am still not comfortable to be friend with them. and i am an introvert, a bored person so they usually hate this kind of person.
so what is your point?
okay my point is, i am very curious about this topic. my angelic side thought that 'they just want to find escapnism ni their life. although it is still wrong in our religion to change our identity'. my demonic side just thought 'screw them, they just selfish'.
no. of course they are not. all of us have our own struggle. some people have struggle with money, family, career and even with ourselves. we all have the bad side that sometimes we forget to ask for His forgiveness, and makes us do the same mistakes again and again until it become part of us. for example people who like to spread gossips and rumours. at first, they might feel bit guilty for having bad thought about others.like 'what if he/she know what i say about him/her'. and then when they ignore the guilt and repeat the same mistake, it end up with the attitude of 'screw her/him. i can say whatever i want. and i always right'.
maybe the bad side of transgender is so obvious that people always have negative stigma about them. but i admit, no matter what these trangender said to defend themselves, it just seem doesn't right. i dont know. it how i feel. like i said, i am barely know any of them close enough that i will understand their feelings. but maybe i can relate to my bad side. of course whatever i said to defend myself, if the action or attitude is wrong, it is still wrong.
that's why we must always ask forgiveness from Him and let He guide us. always.
yeah, it is really not related to this 'the danish girl' movie. i just love eddie performance.
( fyi i only watch the trailer. and few scene of the movie. but serious the story really interesting). and yeah this is a true story.
2. gong yoo
duhh...is this related to the topic?
yes, because i am always curious about him everyday since goblin is aired.
to tell you the truth (duhh, who cares?), i am really not into him in his early career.
coffee prince? he just gay (making annoying face)
spy girl? he don't fit her! (i realllllly love the heroine. she so pure in acting (as far as i know))
my tutor friend? who is that annoying brat (gong yoo? who is he?dont care)
biscuit teacher and star candy? he is annoying (again). and i only watch 4 episode.
big? shit i want that cute boy to be alive. not him!
then years later after ups and down in my interest of korean actor...
Train to busan.
i blame my bros for pleading me to watch this movie with them in cinema.
and i fall in love so deep with him in this scene.
god gracious...how can you be so charming.
okay, take it easy.
then goblin strike my heart like Katrina hurricane.
shit.
i love him that i forget about my innocent park bogum (bogum? who's that?)
and my curiousity end up with peeking all his great movies.
dogani; love his commitment in social issue (not dared to watch for some personal issue)
finding mr destiny; god he's cute in nerdy character
a man and a woman; maybe someday i will watch. because it seem to be a lot of kiss in that movie (not interest in that)
the suspect; on my movie listing but my soul is not ready for action movie. but love the storyline
and another one is about politic movie. i pass it for now because... yeah too lazy to be a deep thinker.
yes, i am curious about him. but it doesn't mean i agreed with every work that he do (*cough s diary).
curiosity must be driven with knowledge and faith in God.
that's how we don't get killed like 'the curious cat'.
adios.
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