you are the fighter and perfectionist 2

Assalamualaikum.

I wonder why the coolest person that i admire before can turn like this.
yes, she being successful and everything but part of me screaming for her old self.
like seriously.

i really not in a position to say anything about her. forgive me. i do have my own flaw. i just pray that we all strive to be a good muslim, a good person. chaiyok girls.

continue with the list. yeah like anyone bother to know. like how anyone bother neelofa get the top awards in AME. ok, please stop talking about other people.

4. Miss H, the strict teacher. 

banyaknya masalah hang ni asenya tntg keluarga

its ok

stabilkan diri dulu

expectation family yang buat kamu penin ni..am i right?

pasal ckp2 orang luar jgn layan

Allah tak pernah salah atur, kamu kena yakin tu

Allah Maha Hebat, Allah takkan pernah salah or tak pernah letak sesuatu benda yang hang tak mampu

U know that right

Istighfar dear, selawat byk2

setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmahnya, ada org dpt ujian lagi hebat

cari tempat yg buat kamu rasa tenang

bukan lari dr masalah tp bg kamu blh berfikir waras semula

segala masalah hang ni Allah yang boleh selesaikan semuanya

Al-Baqarah:186 Dan apabila hamba2-Ku bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku maka (beritahu kepada mereka): sesungguhnya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka); Aku perkenankanpermohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepada Ku. Maka hendaklah mereka menyahut seruanKu (dgn mematuhi perintah Ku) dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepada Ku supaya mereka menjadi baik serta betul.

banyakkan baca Quran

baca sampai kamu cinta kepadanya

ingat semula kekuatan kamu masa kamu mula2 berubah

Garang tak cikgu H? Haha

5. Miss Alang the sister that you adore.

You have to clarify your target.Nak dapat kerja bidang you atau bidang lain yg you lebih enjoy

Masa muda ni terlalu berharga jgn biar berlalu tanpa you rasa puas dgn apa yang you dah isi utk masa muda you

Fardhu ain kena settle cecepat. Jangan tunggu ada masa lapang baru nk isi dengan daurah/kls agama. Kena ada peruntukkan masa utk settlekan urusan agama especially urusan fardhu ain.

Kena ada target yg you nk capai tahun ni, 5 tahun akan dtg & seterusnya.Bila ada target baru nmpk nk ikut jalan mana. Sebelum ada target kenalpasti dulu you nk dpt apa dlm hidup

nasihat dari kakak yang dah tua

All the things she said so true, and you already know. Yet you can read it in Solusi, or al-Ustaz. the different thing is she know you and care about you. that tarbiah sentap means to me.

6. Miss NS, the good writer. 

mcm akak dulu, akak just quit. because I like to think of the consequences later.

but 'berenti terus tak berfikir' ni kena ada pencetus. kalau takde pencetus, nanti bahaya. what i mean is, for me, masalah akak ialah "Oh my God, I am sick of all these actors and their stupid I-am-so-important statements. I have a degree in Political Science, what the hell am I doing???" dan kehidupan yg terlalu busy dan tak setimpal dgn kerja

but then bila bos kata yang "I need a writer that can also be a salesperson", itu pencetusnya

pencetus meaning that as you quit, you have this mindset that "I will prove you wrong". The survival mode kicks in

tapi kalau takde pencetus yg boleh buat survival mode kick in, tapi still rasa nak berhenti, just carilah kerja lain sementara awak still kerja kat tempat skrg

kalau tak, perasaan nak mengalah dan rasa you have make stupid decision tu akan jadi lebih kuat

tapi akak mmg salu berpegang pada kata2 ini.

your salary - in a way - is what your boss think you're worth

so are you worth that much pay? are you worth less? or worth more? What is your worth, to yourself?

Like me, I worth every hard work and laziness that I am. So that's why I do freelance. That way, I determine my worth.

harap membantu 

I always feels guilty to have disturbing her withe my problem. but sometimes..stranger do have the kick to move your brain to its right position.

7. Miss L, the good boss

i never want to stop you from doing what you want to do. even if i would be in the lost position.

but first you have to clarify and confident with the decision that you make

if you want to quit, what you gonna do? you gonna spend the whole time seeking job or continue with this job but at the same time seek job outside

if you want to do the second options you must arrange your time. let say every early month you had save the date to find job and go to interview. take one or two day rest. i don't mind so long as your annual leave is not finished yet.

the important thing is if you feel pressure with people, either you family or your co-worker, communicate with them. tell them how you feel, what you actually do to at least to fill up a bit of their expectation. show them and explain to them.

otherwise you will be in the same position and the problem never settled.

woah. i save Miss L for the last because she is really a good leader. thank you. well fyi she dont speak english to me actually. 

thats all for todaay. hapa kau ingat kau punya entri kira motivate gila mcm Aiman Azlan or Budak Tomato? 

well of course not. aku cuma nak bgtau diri aku akan datang yang apa2 pun situasi yg kau hadap, remeber these precious people including your parents. eventhough you have no guts to actually have a heart to heart chat with your mom or dad (seriously cringe) just know that they love you. and you have to actually find the chance, give the chance so people and fate can give you the same chance to your life.

read Quran. Solat!