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Semuany demi kawan aku, farhanis. The late farhanis actually.
Baru2 ni aku tgk video hazeman huzir bg talk pasal buli kat uitm & kat vlog shalma aina. He always come across with the story of his friend,syafa nissa.
A chubby cute humourous selamba woman in her early 30. He said at the beginning of her involvement with motif viral, many netizen bashed her on youtube channel because of her appearance.
I witness every single of the comments that at one point i block fewmean comment about her because i cant stand to read it.
I mean seriously, it is 2016 ( at that time if iam not mistaken) and you guys still bashed people for their appearance? Sebab apa? Kau jealous dia dpt masuk tv, keje astro, been noticed by sepahtu padahal kau yg konon cantik slim tu have a terrible life? But seriously, ada antara komen jahat tu dtg dari perempuan in early 20 and also look like school girl.
Ok, dorg tak matang. Aku pun pernah tak matang. Back in 1999, ms tu aku drjah 1. Aku berkawan dgn sorg budak perempuan 'comel' yg kdg2 terkincit, berak dlm seluar dalam. Aku tak suka bila dia terberak or terkencing, aku jauhkan diri bila dia dah bau lain mcm.but thats it. The 7 year old me know that i should not say sth bad just because of her physical appearance or flaws.
Girl, whereever you are, i am sorry for telling this. Peace no war.
In 2003-2004, i had a chubby guy friend who like to be asshole to everyone. He never let me borrow his comic because he said i am ...not worth. Yes, asshole. Thats end there. Coincidently our family are related and we never fight or what, because it is not necessary.
To be honest, my circle of friends mostly come from a thin small girl. Because you know what, chubby girl are more likeable to be friend with. Most of chubby girl i met is funny and talkative, guy rather spend time with them rather than us thin girl.
In 2010, when i was 19 years old, i met a friend name farhanis. This is the first time i had a real close chubby friend. She was my classmate and even in our first class, everyone love her already.
She is cute, have sweet way of talk, a very friendly yet good listener, have interesting hobby which is watching korean japan malay drama ( she is the source of my craziness with drama) and most important she is very very kind and patient.
I am seriously an awkward person and thats the reasons i am not so close with her. But my best friend is very close with her so we always gather in group. I enjoy her company. She is the one who lend me her car when i need to fetch my father who visit me (at perak), drive me to ipoh just to repair my broken laptop, lend me her novels and listen to my bored story.
Seriously, i feel i do nothing to cheer or help her back. I really cant find any flawless in her, not because she is dead. But because she is she. Ask all her friend and i can cut my hand if there is even one person tell you the opposite of what write here.
So people, please dont judge someone by their appearance and appreciate the kindness that they have before it is too late.
Al fatihah for my friend, farhanis. And to my late bff in high school, nani.
Woi, aku rindu kau. Siapa aku nk buli selain kau,woi. Takda org yg blur blur naif cam kau lg.hehe. dan aku minta maaf aku tak pernah dtg melawat kau. Mungkin sbb aku selfish. Sibuk sgt kejar dunia.
Dan fanis,sory hana tak dpt jenguk fanis utk kali terakhir. I guess i am not a good friend to you too.
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