Distancing myself from the people..it is like my life routine since puberty. I have friends, insyaallah many good friends. But at times i like to keep my distance away from them, from the crowd just so i can be alone. Not because i hate their company, but it is a necessary routine to maintain a good relationship. To be honest, human are not nice and good 24 /7 including myself. I have angry moment, dissapointment moment, sad, happy, thrilling. Most if the time i want to keep my bad vibe to myself (which is i assume the percentage is higher than my positive vibe). Other than that, maybe it just an introvert thing. I feel recklessly tired when dealing with people, although i really enjoyed it. Maybe as i am not a good person trying to be good, it exhausted me. You can say i am pretending, hypocrite but i rather be that than hurting other people. Nevertheless, our Prophet Muhammad saw always taught his people to be good to each other and he is a great example of good human being. Seriously. So i want to be like him. My naqibah once told me to be good, sometimes it come in forceful way. Just believe it is the right thing to do, then like Nike tagline just do it.
I am not writing this for the people around me aware of the reason i am behaving like this. I am writing this because i am bored waiting the library to open. Yes, i am 27 years old and still goes to the library, what a geek. Also, it is the way i observe and evaluate (haha you think this is research analysis ?)my life. And most importantly, i dont want to bother my best friends with this thought. I am the friend who always have random thought and suddenly barge into DM of my best friends to share the thought with them.
Can i add something here? (Duhh it is your blog).
I dont know but i dont like a person who pestering other people with their life problem. Constantly (Omaigod am i talking about myself?)
No honestly, i feel like disliking a person these day because she is the type of person who like dragging people with her problem. Like if she hungry, she will drag a friend to eat with her (not treating her. The friend had to pay for herself). If she late, she want people to be late too.
No honestly, i feel like disliking a person these day because she is the type of person who like dragging people with her problem. Like if she hungry, she will drag a friend to eat with her (not treating her. The friend had to pay for herself). If she late, she want people to be late too.
No, she is not acting like a boss. She acting like a princess who had to be entertain 24/7. Which is my pet peeves of having someone leeching on you 24/7.
She is a nice girl, i just never understand of person who cant live on her own. Yes, if my fellow friends read this, please give me your thought on how to deal with this kind of people.
Till then bye
Btw the library is still not open. Duhh
Btw the library is still not open. Duhh
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