Les Liaisons dangereuses

Assalamualaikum
greetings

The Great Seducer

The disadvantage of Youtube?

You been deceived to watch new korean drama. Duhhh

I need to cut off my temptation of drama and have a real good life

Well basically i am attracted to this drama because of Joy. I love her character (more than Suzy) in Uncontrollably Fond just because she pretty and cool. Sometimes she just be the cliche cute idol girl but still there is cool side about her that not make me too cringe.

Second is the storyline. A casanova guy try to seduce an innocent yet a girl who having the biggest wonderwall around her, always do friendzone towards guy. It seem like a typical teen drama but surprisingly the story is actually based on a french novel title 'Les Liaisons Dangereuses' which focused on how two upper class people manipulate the society using seduction (many type of seduction such as sex, money, politics and power). 

Watching 8 episode of the drama today make me feel interested not with Tae Hee character (innocent girl who Seo Hyun has to seduce in his bet with Su ji) but instead the character of Suji. She is like the cliche brat spoil rich kid who can do whatever she like hanging out with whomever she like and have this poker face (she dislike everyone but still be the eye candy of all her schoolmates that she became the head student council). And with one rejection from an oppa that she like, she throw a plan to destroy the socialite connection that ki young (the oppa) try to establish by marriage. 

The original story is interesting and the adaptation in the drama make us much understand of the original plot. Plus Korean drama are famous for over-react their wealth, humour and such so we can take an easy time to understand the story. I start to sense that all these inmatured plan of three young chaebol are not going to be easy. It will loaded by the cliche 'rich people stories' of power struggle, revenge, unrequited love, family issue, inheritance...all that make me want to throw up. Enough with BOF, Heir and all the wannabe rich people drama, they are just making their life hard by caring about unnecessary thing. 

So in a simple word, I don't admire rich people drama especially when the main role is three childish character who supposedly need to find work or go to college rather than plan a revenge.  But I am eager to watch the ending. Are they going with the same ending as the original one or put a fairy tale 'happily ever after' ending? Surely one thing about Korean drama that I know, some of the story really dont deserve good ending as revenge kills all the good and bad side. Like what happen in 'Bad Guy' ending which make me so frustrated.  

Hey actually i want to say much thing. 

so continue with drama ramble 2.0 

10 things i hate about you

Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.

Aku tak tahu kenapa aku kena post benda ni.
Tapi biasalah manusia.

Aku ada penyakit membenci seorang selebriti pada tahap yang serius. Kawan-kawan sekerja aku sangat 'prihatin' pada benda ini dan menjadi lawak antara kami.

Tapi benci itu bersebab, dan aku rasa setelah beberapa ketika aku sudah tidak ada alasan untuk terus membencinya.
God i am gonna puke at my own writing seriously. Do you think this is the same feeling when a girl talk about her ex-bf?

Jadi post ini bertujuan untuk menerangkan kepada orang ramai mengapa gejola ini berlaku dan untuk mempertahankan diri aku dari terus dicemuh kerana kebencian ini.
Apa-apa jela labu.

I am going to talk in English, Malay word are too cheesy to describe it. It will sound like a letter to ex-boyfriend which I dont want people to think it that way.

1. The first reason I hate about Mr F is he suddenly become popular and become everyone favorite. You know the feeling when an ordinary person get a lottery and getting attention from all his neighbourhood and friends? The society pays important in the fact that he is rich rather than how he get the money. 
Mr F transform into a guy in a good body for a drama that have been a sensation throughout the country. His role as a hansome rich pilot who talks sweet has trap many woman to adore him. I know he is trying his best but sorry i dont get how people praised for his acting. Maybe the character itself is not interesting but i get really cringe just to hear the way he talk. So one minus point for him.

2. Mr F is the cringe romeo. After the sensational hit drama, he is been gossiped with the female lead actress. And he make poem about it just to make their fan who shipped them go crazy.

and the peom is so cringe that everyone make fun of it. even the lead female actress. his proposal turns disaster.

okay we should stop make fun of it. yes, i know you are serious (at that time) but how can you even think about making and delivering the poem nationwide on television? where your sense dude?

hairul once been criticized for proposing hanis on television. yeah this kind of proposing really weird, not like what we see on hollywood drama. but at least hairul got the courage because he already ask hanis's parent and opinion from people around him. so if it really a mistake, it is a bunch of people mistake. plus it will increase the rating of show that hanis been hosting. it is a win win situation for everyone.

Mr F got a rejection and embarrassment. Holy sad.

3. Mr F craving for more popularity doing things he think he good at. Like singing and writing book. It just another non-sense event he create. And normal people just don't get it.

4. Because Thinker Studios keep making jokes about him.

5. Because my friend choose him rather than Beto & Bront. Like wat te hell is going on here. You cheer a cringe guy over coolest guy? I bet her only reason for her to like him is just because he is good looking. Me? I can write an essay of 100 words why I choose Bront and Beto and why they are awesome.

And no worries if your liking is a bit differ from your friends, guys. Because the majority don't tells the truth. Like what happen in America. Trump happen.

Btw i am not keeping grudge or whatever uneasy feeling towards that friend. it is a common jokes among friend to insult each other. it just i dont have the chance to tell about my preference.

6. Because of he (again) crave attention for his kissing scene in My Coffee Prince. You have brain doesn't you? Seriously I am asking you.

7. Because his fan is so annoying. Does it matter to make a video of his early dating relationship with Nealofar and Fazura? 'Fazura smile when asking about Mr F,' 'Nealofar & Mr F sweet moment' ...and others video that I dont give a damn.

Pftt..move on people. He is married now and you still want to update his daily life moment with his wife? Some people just dont care FYI.

8. Because he cringe but get the beauties as his partner (inside and outside drama). That fact make me realised something good of being the not so beautiful woman. hehe

9. Because nothing good in him to be liked.

10. Because i dont know him to get a good impression.

There you have it guys. The list is getting shorter, because as I am saying the reason to hate someone will change over time. He is married and having a good life, let him be. And I dont plan to hate him anymore because i dont really care about it. He is just a stranger that have nothing to do with my life, so why bother to hate if you can ignore.

So if anyone, especially my friends ask me about him again..i am just saying this;

Puisi takde kena mengena dengan hidup atau mati

Mereka lain
Kau lain
Mereka mampu senyum menayang gigi
Kau pula masam sembunyikan gigi
Gembira harus ditayang ke seluruh dunia
Mereka 'artis' di media sosial
Sedang kau hanya krew belakang tadbir
Yang tidak dipedulikan gembira atau sedih

Mereka lain
Kau lain
Mereka si extrovert yang siap siaga menggegar dunia dgn semangat mereka
Kau pula hanya mampu menjadi peyorak di tepi padang
Si extrovert yang petah berkata walau tak perlu,walau ia menyakitkan
Dan menenggelamkan so introvert yang mengutamakan akal dalam setiap langkah mereka

Mereka lain
Kau lain
Mereka punya rasa cinta di hati
Kau pula kontang dengan cinta
Mereka punya banyak benda untuk dijadikan mahar cinta
Sedang kau..harapan pun kau tak mampu beri

Mereka lain
Kau lain
Mereka bisa hidup dalam aturan yang normal
Kau pula berdiri di tengah antara masa silam dan masa depan
Masa silam yang rapuh dan masa depan yang tak pasti

Tapi....
Aku kenal dengan seseorang bernama pengalaman
Aku kenal dengan sesorang yang bernama sahabat
Aku kenal dengan Sang Pencipta Maha Agong
Moga-moga mereka ini mampu untuk terus ada bersama aku

#shish takahara do a better poem than me

apocalypse of ..

if and only if i could say these word

me on everyday outfit

i need it!

someone die but still breath
they call it zombie
heartless with no soul
and apparently it exist in our real world

i want to write something else but i feel pathetic

why Will?

assalamualaikum.
greetings.

yeah what exactly the title means..i am so dumb in giving title on entry.
right now i am waiting for the last episode of hwayugi being subbed.
may God give easiness to the subber (although the waiting still getting on my nerve).

yes ladies and gentleman, this is Will Treanor, it is him i mean by the title.

why Will? 

for the first time in my life i am so attach to a character that actually give me big lesson in life. i think i had mention it before that i feel so 'louisa clark' in me. the girl who only want a simple life in her safe little world. she just want to do ordinary job, living in a place and meeting people that she used to since child. 

and there is Will, the man that once so perfect being so jerk to push her off her 'safe' zone. i see Will as motivation to move on, as he said to Lou 

"Live on. Don't settle".

He urge Lou to put on her Bumbleblee stripes and walk proudly, out of her comfort zone.

and i am actually still trapped in the same comfort zone. Like when Lou trapped in the maze of the castle. I want to go out but too afraid of what waiting for me at the exit, so i rather stay so someone can find me. 

like that going to happen. in reality you  have to save yourself.

if you are pretty enough then a prince charming would drop by and take you on his horse. or if you are lucky enough you meet someone on the path and both of you would find the way out together.

okay, what exactly your point, girl?

i am just saying, i feel a bit lost when few of my friends and family had actually move on with their life. the one that really close to me. i am worry about them living in a new environment as much as i am worry about me not moving on at all. 

time is nobody's friend, as being mention in the movie alice in wonderland 2.

looking back in time, i wonder where things start to go wrong. is it the 17 years old of me who is so ignorant to think about her future that make her flunk in spm? is it the 18 years old of me who dare to take a course that actually harder than she thought? is it the 20 years old of me who meet 'something' and change for a better? is it the 23 years old of me who thought recklessly about the 'part time' job that actually last longer than she thought? 

i dont know and have no clue at all. 

Will... i might never have the chance to meet someone like you. someone who really close my heart and have the urge to love me for who i am. and with that love, i would take the first step like Lou, see and explore the world with a new vision. right now i only have myself and the tiny little iman. 

maybe believing in you, Will..is the reason why i dont move on. because i at the first place, i dont even have faith in myself like Lou had in her. thats why my story never had its own journey and happy ending like her. 

i dont know.

You tell me.

p.s: this is the sindrom of cannot afford to buy the third book of me before you series (titled 'still me'). i am telling you i have to think about my future, i need some saving right now. so the book have to wait. 

sigh.

heavy sigh.

bebelan si kakak tua

Assalamualaikum.
Greetings.

1. Aku tengah gila Hwayugi a.k.a A Korean Odyssey. So aku nak jerit pada Lee Seunggi dengan lagu ni.

"Let me out. Berhenti berlari-lari dalam hati saya"

Gitu.

Aku tahu aku tahu, ceritanya memang khurafat, sama macam Goblin. Boleh pula ada banyak Tuhan lepas tu menyamar jadi manusia. Jalan cerita tentang Tuhan tu semua tolak ke tepi. Aku hanya rasa karakter Seunggi dan heroin tu unik. Macam mana mereka 'terpaksa' bercinta padahal masing-masing boleh menyebabkan kematian masing-masing, bertapa degilnya mereka dengan takdir hidup dan cinta mereka.

Btw, aku ada terbaca satu komen peminat tentang drama Goblin dilihat sebagai situasi pedofilia. Aku cam....heh? Aku hanya boleh pandang Gong Yoo as a hot ajusshi and Go Eun as a cute girl. Pedofilia is another serious issue I think.

2. Dewasa kini (cehh) semua orang nak bagi pandangan terhadap apa yang berlaku dalam hidup artis dan selebriti. Menjadi dewasa dengan video-video Matluthfi dan buku-bukunya buat aku bersyukur sebab aku tak terjebak dalam kancah itu.

"Hang asyik rasa itu ini tapi tak pernah fikir apa orang lain rasa"-Matluthfi

Kita bukanlah siapa-siapa melainkan orang yang sibuk nak jaga tepi kain orang. Kenal melalui televisyen, radio, media sosial adalah lain dengan kenal orang itu secara realitinya. Apatah lagi dengan kecetekan ilmu kita sebagai warganegara marhaen ni, rasanya pandangan dan 'rasa' kita tak penting kot kalau ia sekadar berasaskan emosi kecemburuan serta hasad dengki.

Selebriti tu buat onar di kelab sambil menjual tudung.
Selebriti tu khianat perkahwinan kawan baik dia.
Selebriti tu putus tunang kerana boros.

Aduhai, kalau isu bijak untuk dijadikan spekulasi tak apa. Sebabkan 'keyboard warrior' dan gosip sebeginilah aku malas buka Facebook atau Youtube.

Konklusi dan pengajaran yang kita boleh dapat dari 'novel' diatas adalah mungkin kita perlu kaji semula siapakah insan yang kita 'look up to'. Selebriti ni bukan dari golongan ustaz ustazah yang dipenuhi ilmu agama tasawuf fikh, jadi tak perlulah mereka dijadikan sebagai idola. Dan janganlah pula kita 'look down' pada mereka hanya untuk buat kita rasa diri kita lebih hebat dan mulia. Itu je sebenarnya.

Menegur dan menerima teguran adalah satu pilihan (wajib menegur pada perkara mungkar tapi aku rasa lebih baik autoriti yang berkuasa untuk tegur supaya teguran tu tak jadi seperti angin yang berlalu). Jadi kita kena hormat antara satu sama lain. Bak kata Ustaz Kadir Al Jufri pagi tadi, 'betulkan niat betulkan niat setiap kali kita nak buat kebaikan'. Kita je tahu apa niat kita tanpa perlu lafazkan pada orang lain.

Secara tak langsung aku pun dah jadi macam netizen lain yang cuba nak bagi pandangan. Mungkin sebab aku dah penat dengar dan baca bebelan semua orang tapi tak mampu nak senyapkan mereka. Lagipun kat blog ni macam lorong belakang kedai runcit Ah Chong (bukan nama sebenar) yang sunyi.

Menjerit pada blog supaya kegilaan ini semua berkurang.

3. Benz Ali buat buku baru. Tajuk tak ingat tapi aku ingat quote Kurt Cobain yang dia letak kat belakang buku.

"They laugh at me because I weird. But they dont realised that they are 'common' and ordinary"

Gitulah bunyinya. Aku malas Google ayat sebenar.

Tapi aku macam terfikir, ada beza tentang menjadi unik dalam kalangan ramai orang dan juga menjadi anti-sosial yang hidup dalam dunianya sendiri.

Pahe dok?

Macam ada seorang artis beri kenyataan dia tak dapat penghargaan bila dia jadi baik. Tapi bila dia jadi pelik, jahat sikit semua orang sedar akan kehadiran dia.

Tak payah pening kepala dengan orang sebegini, aku pun tak tahu sama ada mereka di jalan yang benar atau salah.

Mungkin boleh beri contoh Rasul junjungan kita Muhammad s.a.w. Baginda unik dalam ke-ramai-an manusia seluruh dunia. Memang pada mulanya baginda pun dipanggil gila kerana cuba membawa pembaharuan. Tapi bersama dengan ajaran yang baginda bawa, baginda s.a.w bawa bersama hati hati yang baginda telah sentuh. Maknanya baginda tak berseorangan dalam perjuangan itu. Baginda tak seperti 'si anti-sosial yang hidup dalam dunianya sendiri'.

Baginda lembut pada tempatnya, tegas pada tempatnya dan paling penting baginda adalah orang yang paling banyak menangis dan tawaduk walaupun sudah dijanjikan syurga kelas pertama.

Sebab itu aku skeptikal terhadap golongan seperti Benz Ali dan selebriti itu. Mereka ada pandangan mereka hasil dari pengalaman hidup mereka, jadi aku sekadar hanya mampu hormatkan itu. Tidak lebih sekadar hormat antara sesama manusia.

Aku percaya orang yang hebat tak perlu canangkan tentang apa yang mereka percaya dan yakin. Cukup sekadar melihat amalan (yang hanya Allah s.w.t saja tahu keikhlasannya) dan akhlak mereka.

4. Aku ada anger management issue. Tapi aku tak suka crave for everyone attention. Dan sebenarnya aku cuma takut untuk berhadapan dengan orang. Sebab aku rasa insecure dengan diri aku sendiri. Aku cuma takut aku jadi orang yang sentiasa rasa dirinya betul, orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri dan orang yang dah tak berperasaan.

It is an apocalypse,dear.

Disclaimer: Aku pun tak paham dengan poin nombor 4 aku.
bye.