Wednesday, 20 March 2019

Of introvert and writing

Assalamualaikum

Sebenarnya nak cakap, aku dah ada kegilaan baru. Watak Clark Medina dr On The Wings of Love #jadineloveteam

Tapi aku tak nak cakap pasal dia tp drama tu yg mempengaruhi otak, mimpi dan fikiran aku.

Jadi sebelum tidur semalam aku tengok beberapa episod drama tu & sementara tunggu download aku karang cerita yang dah bersarang kat kepala aku.

Ceritanya tentang seorang perempuan dalam lewat 20 an yg tipikalnya sedang membina kerjaya & cinta. Dia ada keje elok, di sebuah syarikat event management yg diurus oleh seorang bos lelaki (tua,dlm 38 thn) yang sgt self centered. Watak bos ni sbnrnya aku dpt dari cerita kwn aku nurul fauzani. Ex bosnya di sebuah syarikat event & jualan (i guess,sorry kalau salah) jnis yg hmmm self centered. He want to do many things but never focused to do it properly.

And at one point really menyusahkan pekerja2 nya. So dlm cerita aku, watak perempuan ni at early sgt sabar melayan kerenah si bos ni. Bukan sbb dia hensem atau kaya atau bongkak, tapi sbb itu saja pekerjaan yg perempuan ni boleh buat.

When almost all her friend left the company, dia terpaksa stay sbb dia tak sampai hati biar si bos tu uruskan sorg2. Tak, aku takkan terpengaruh dgn mana2 kisah cinta bos & pekerja yg berlambak kat tv dan novel. Aku cuba nk sampaikan kisah struggle kaum perempuan utk menaiki tangga kerjaya. Ramai kwn2 aku dan aku sndiri yg rasakan. Yelah at least bukan tahap2 mcm vivy yusof, but just a marhaen people who salary not reach rm 2k.

The only thing that keep this woman rational is her boyfriend, aidan. Aidan tipikal lelaki melayu yg sanggup buat byk kerja semata2 utk capai cita2nya jd rockstar. Aidan seorg yg energetic, kelakar dan semua sifat extrovert yg tiada pd wtk perempuan tu,farehah.

But then they broke up and farehah life screw up. Dia x expect utk berkahwin dlm waktu trdekat tp nmpknya dlm impian dan cita2 melangit aidan, dia tiada.

Kemudian barulah masuk cerita one of my best friend about her experience with tinder. She eventually hooked up with an older man with great career. But bodoh punya laki,still want his ex wife.

The bos, btw his name is hidayat, also is in the same situation. His wife left him after 10 years of marriage because of his workholic. He just dont know how to move on sbb dia pun bukan stok2 lelaki tua yg gatal tgk anak dara.

He found that farehah is the realistic wife he can have. Farehah is loyal, excellent in work and down to earth. He is not interested with her lame personality or characteristic, but he knows they can be great partner.

Farehah know hidayat only want to take advantages of her kindness ,of course dia tak layan. Hidayat wont do sth that dont benefit him. He can go to the extend of neglecting her right as worker just because they are marriage couple.

She want to back off and quit but it is not easy. Hidayat meet her father and eventually people around her pushed her to get married because hidayat seem like a fine good man.

Nobody knows that farehah actually had a depression after her break up. She can hardly smile and somehow become negative in life. She need someone like aidan, not hidayat. But she already give up with aidan so she accept hidayat proposal.

She just give up with her life and no longer care about the bad consequence she might have for choosing hidayat as her husband.

Pastu aku dh tak ada idea sbb aku cuba nk elakkan the cliche of benci2 syg. I am thinking of to make their rship as realistic and practical as they can be. Which is i think most of the couple in the world had. Not many couple survive because they still love each other. But because it is realistic and practical to stick with it rather than complicated your life with divorce issue.

I still dont find the ending. Jadi sebagaimana aku dpt idea dr cerita dua kwn aku ni, aku hrp aku dpt cerita dr org lain utk akhiri cerita ni.

Which is impossible i guess.

Which bring me to the urge of watching more drama and buy more books

Pftt...it is really hard to be introvert when you have so much thing in your head. Yang seterusnya buat aku mimpi benda pelik mcm bertunang dgn stranger.

Pergh menghayati watak seh. Apa2 jela
Till then,bye

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