doppelganger

assalamualaikum
greetings.

kau kenapakah tulis sampai dua entri wahai perempuan?

haha
suka hati akulah

well sebab aku rasa rajin hari ni dan entri ni pun dah lama bersarang labah-labah dalam otak aku.
ia hanya, aku kurang gemar untuk tunjukkan tanda penghargaan aku pada seseorang kat media sosial. aku rasa macam aku hanya menunjuk-nunjuk dan buat orang lain pula terasa hati sebab aku tak bercerita tentang mereka.

jadi adil untuk aku ceritakan kat sini.
pembaca yang berusaha untuk ke blog ni dan baca benda merepek meraban yang aku tulis.

aku ada seorang kawan bernama munirah. aku kenal dia tahun 2013 macam tu ketika di uitm shah alam. somehow we just click together although our personality is totally different.

she stay at the same dorm with me and we always go to many event together. plus she have a car so yes, i am taking advantage of her (evil laugh). no lah, just kidding.

she really had ups and down during her study years. she suffers of health issue and somehow her physical and mental also sometimes got distracted (same like me too). it is a typical problem for a branch campus student like us to be a stranger in main big campus like shah alam. we share the awkward and low self esteem issue together but somehow she managed to be recognised because of her critical thinking and thought.

i always thought that we are a doppelganger (one of our same trait is introvert) but still far different from each other. here the list

1) i love to write...
stories. i mean fiction story. and on blog (not social media) i like to see things and make it into drama (seriously).
she like to write inspiring true story (and post it on media social). she like to share of her experience, feeling and thought as one of her escapism and healing process. she is more open to tell her stories but i prefer to just listen to other people true story. because my stories is too boring to be shared.

2) i love to read...
novel. and bickering about it when it is not good muahahah. yes, i am a drama person.
she loves to read motivational books and share the quote on her stick on note (that she paste on her study wall).
i only love motivational book when i am not lazy (which is rare).
 oh one more thing. of course she is more attachable to read Quran than me. pfttt...please take note on this, girl (hard pat on my shoulder).

3) i love to eat and cook...
random cheap stuff. like aglio ollie.
she like to eat and cook nutritionious food like homemade air kurma.

4) i love to watch and listen to..
drama. korean, japanese, taiwanese, thailand, bollywood, hollywood...random decent good humour type.
i listen to random stuff like the drama ost, taylor swift songs, LP songs...from the mainstream to indie. international and local. as long as it is not cheesy and have no meaning. or i can't relate to anything meaningful.

she like to watch good islamic movie and inspiring hollywood movie. actually she seldom be seen to watch movie. but i know she is not the type of person who would waste her time watching korean drama or such.
she listen to inspiring song like the nasyid song and fynn jamal. seriously she love fynn jamal songs that she keep repeat all day and explaining to one of our housemate the actual meaning of the song. God, she is pure.

5) we love our car
that is our similarities. we are woman with car and drive like a crazy woman. muahahahaha. ok maybe i am much crazier.

then we graduate at the same time although she suppose to finish early than me. we both struggle to find career and alhamdulillah she managed to take a step forward in her life. because she is a chubby person with a big heart. she really deserve it.

i am happy to hear your good news, sahabat. keep calm and fighting! May Allah ease your way.
Me?
i still struggling to find myself, my place in this world. maybe sometimes i envy you but sincerely, as i think of all the harship you going through...you really deserve a happy ending. because you are my good sahabat, a person that i always want to look up as if we are mirror.

 i want to be great like you. a doppelganger.

*okay maybe somehow you dont understand wth this girl is talking about in this entry. is she some psycho who would stalk and kills someone just because she want to be like her?
oh no, totally not that. she just a drama queen who have a writing addiction. bear it.

bye!