Indie vs nasyid

Salam.

Aku mls nk buka laptop. Aku mls nk buka lampu semata mata nk catit idea aku yg melimpah ke ladang gandum ni.
So yeah i will spill it here.

Idea ni dh lama aku fikirkan. Satu cerita tntg seorang ustazah yg berkahwin dgn seorang peminat indie tegar yg seakan anti social. He live in his cave for years, only allowing some friend to be close to him.

The idea berubah-ubah dari satu genre ke satu genre.
1. The cliche story of a good woman change bad guy into good. Tp aku menghadapi mental block sbb sgt susah utk satukan karakter yg anti soc & perempuan yg pendiam.Har har har. And i wont do stupid scene like pompuan ni sakit then laki tu jaga then mula jth cinta then jealous then dua2 ego which memanjangkn cerita & end up happily ever after.

This idea came when i am 22 yrs old. Masa tu aku sungguh2 percaya ke-best-an this typical story.
And moreover aku susah nk relate kn antara gig dan usrah. Allah s.w.t dh ckp kn mana boleh campurkan perkara yg benar & salah. Niat tak menghalalkn cara.
Aku tak pandai bab agama maka aku susah nk kukuhkan wtk pompuan tu dgn pegangan agama ala2 anna autofunnisa (*god i dont know how to spell it right).

2. The idea tukar jd seram pula. The girl actually had a dark past involving supernatural thing. So bila dia try nk ubah lelaki tu (by trying to go to gig) lama2 pompuan tu 'sakit' sbb dia kena kacau dengan benda tu.

Tp dia sanggup 'sakit' semula sbb nk selamatkn lelaki tu.

This quit make sense tp time tu jgk aku kekurangn idea sbb dh berjauhan dgn kwn aku yg actually 'sakit'

3. 2018, aku dh keje. At one point aku back to back minat lagu nasyid dan indie.

Indie vs nasyid is not the official title. But then aku terfikir why not emphasis kan minat dorg pd muzik. The girl used to be in the gig scene so her friend ask her to be the lead vocal in on show. But then she become viral and had to live with the image of tudung labuh girl who sings.

At the same time dia menyanyi sbb nk tarik perhatian suami dia yg tgh bercinta dgn kwnnya sndiri. It is an action to seek attention and escapnism.

Screw me. I dont know how to arrange all these idea so it make sense.

I will think about this tomorrow